Ari

It's chemistry.

Like she can't justify it.

She can't understand it herself.

She just knows it's chemistry and she just knows that that is where she wants to be.

I'm crying at this point.

I'm bawling my eyes out, scared, terrified of this man.

Do not want him anywhere around anything because we would even go see him in jail.

And my thing is, as a kid, that was scary.

But to know that...

the man that I was taught to fear was just around all the time like it's normal, just for me was confusing.

So a couple of weeks go by from that day and I just let her know

Actually, no, I was in trouble that week and my oldest sister was in trouble as well.

And the thing about it was my mom had places for each of us to go when we made her mad.

So my oldest brother, it worked.

He ultimately ended up at my godmom's house.

My oldest sister, it was fat camp.

She always went about her weight.

and who she was until this day, she still will go to a restaurant and count calories.

With my younger sister, it was the hospital.

With me, it was my biological parents.