Ariana Madix

Like we've never really gotten this this far down this road before.

So, yes, if you want it to be if this is over to you, like you are going to have to like you have to do this.

You're going to have to leave.

That's not crazy.

We don't have to mutually agree upon the breakup.

I have dealt with suicidal ideation before and I have been in very, very deep, dark places before.

So to then be flippant about it as if that's also something about me that makes me like deserve to be treated poorly is pretty awful, I think.

I mean, it made me angry, obviously.

And then what Sheena said was like such a great thing.

Like, even if that was exactly word for word what I had said, which no.

But if it was, why did you do absolutely nothing to help at all?

Like, why didn't you call my mom, my brother, my friends?

Right.

Because I didn't want to do...

I didn't want to do all of this on my own or without him.

And I didn't want to just kind of be like, all right, I guess I'll move into an apartment in Studio City.

And I just was like, that's not what I want.

And I was like, if this is going to change my life dramatically, not being in that relationship, then I want to change it dramatically.

That is literally where I was at.

I was literally where I was at because I'm also thinking to myself,