Arron Crascall

I don't want, I want Nando's tonight.

And I want a new horse.

I'm like, fucking calm yourself, love.

Honestly, man.

It's like, it's my fault.

I'll get notifications on my phone now of Roblox, Robux, whatever they're called.

I just get a notification.

Oh, Mia's trying to buy five quids or whatever.

I'm like...

My babies, like my boy goes to school, you got enough money?

Dad, I don't need any money.

Take a 20.

Take a 20, bruv.

Fuck, I wish you were my dad.

I was such a prick and a horrible, I was a father, but I wasn't a dad.

Gotcha.

So I was in the house with him.

that's what i was like with my kids because i was i was so deep in addiction yeah that all i ever knew was to change the way i felt so if they were pissing me off that was my i've got to get away i've got to get away it was too much so now i feel it's probably like guilt yeah but also because you're calmer more regulated you know how to communicate yeah it's like an overcompensating for the the years prior so now you can't say no no i can't i literally can't say no yeah

She didn't like that.

She goes, oh.