Ashley Salazar

Like, like I would need to, it's just so many factors that went into it.

No, like, no, no.

It's not.

And like you, and then you're like, well, like as you're saying that, I'm like, well, it technically was, cause I had like had all nine months and then like, I had to process it a lot through the show, but it's like, no, like,

even like being filmed like conflicts like so like it like adds such a different layer so it's like did i really like how much time is enough time so so you you went you brought her back here what and you said you didn't use a um an agency so what what influenced the agency to be involved in the conversation about whether you should or should not give her back i think it was just like i don't want to say it was mtv but i mean she was very kind i think it was just like

well, why don't we bring her back?

Her name was Ashley too.

Why don't we bring Ashley back to like talk you through options or kind of what you're going through?

Cause she had experience in that.

One thing I do want to say, and I totally forgot about this until I saw like a clip.

I don't know if I had,

looked at something in my episode or it popped up online.

I don't know.

But the counselors from the hospital are the worst.

I don't know if y'all had one.

And they, like, they... I think they're supposed to, like, talk to you about your emotions.

Like, no offense to that lady, but I think she also probably felt very awkward because the cameras, but she's just, like...

And I just sitting there like, I don't know what to do.

Yeah.

Yeah.