Ashley Salazar

But I think that they...

I could be wrong, but I feel like because I kept pushing and pushing and pushing and wasn't like respecting that space, it kind of probably frustrated them a little bit.

And then I got offended that they were frustrated.

And so I was mad.

I stayed super mad for a while.

And also like, I think that again, because we were close, we didn't really think that I needed counseling or anything like that.

So I didn't really go through that.

Neither did they, like, I think like they probably needed counseling too.

Yeah.

And so I don't think that

they did that right away.

So yeah, it's, it was, it's just like, it's really tough.

And now like, like you mentioned, like term terminology and like mom and things like that.

Like, I still find myself like getting a little jealous whenever like she will like call like my cousin, like her sister and, or like, Hey, I'm going to go here with her.

It's just like, like it frustrates me, even though I know like that's good for her that they've like totally accepted her as like family.

Um,

Like, I mean, of course they have, like, I don't know how to explain that.

Yeah.

It was a month just because I felt like.

Honestly, I can't say because I just believe like the decision to give her back.