Ashley

Like I want to be a better person.

So how do I do that?

I don't know.

It was just, I guess, seeking, you know, validation elsewhere that made me feel good.

And then once I started to get it, it was just.

I guess there was just, you know, I don't know.

No relationship is perfect and no person is going to be like your perfect person.

But there was just like things that I felt were lacking.

No.

But that's the thing.

He treated me so well.

So... I guess one of the main things is, like, we struggled, like, with intimacy.

And it was definitely more, like... What does that mean?

Yeah, it was just, like, it was boring, and it was just, for me, it was more like a chore, and I just, like, didn't like it anymore, but I know that he didn't feel that way, and that just created, like, a disconnect between us.

Right.

And that's the thing that I can't figure out because, I mean, he was all about that.

I just like was not, I don't know.

I just couldn't bring myself to do it.

But then it's like I meet someone else and it's like I had no issues.

You mean the one that I left my fiance for?