Ashley

Um, how come?

I don't know.

That's the thing.

I did.

I did.

It was somebody that lived in the area and I got curious about who this person was and I took it too far and I acted on it and then yeah, ended up leaving my fiance and regretted it almost immediately.

And I actually just left that other relationship that I was in.

Um, and I think I want to repair things with my ex fiance and I think he does too, but we just, I don't know where to start.

Because, um,

I mean, he was my best friend.

I mean, we were together for seven years, engaged for a year and a half.

And I don't know, I just can't, I don't know, I can't imagine like, you know, meeting someone else.

I know, but like trying to like build a life with someone else because the life that we had built was like everything that I could have wanted.

I just didn't see it in the time.

That's the thing.

I just, I don't know.

I know that's my worry too, and I don't want it to happen again.

And that's why I'm taking the steps to try and figure out why I did what I did.

And I just started therapy last week.

No, but I want to trust me.