Aubrey Marcus

That's not the strength that you're trying to cultivate.

You're trying to cultivate a fitness so that if somebody needs you, you're like, here I am.

And any like, here I am, God, you know, like that's the fucking point.

I find that there is nothing that compares to actually coming face to face with the hard stuff.

Like my biggest weakness is ease and comfortable times.

I'm much more likely to veer off track.

I'm much more likely to forget my practices, to just be sloppy.

But when it gets gnarly, like when it gets gnarly, like night three with Maestro Alberto, and we were drinking the last time that we had a shared a cup together, and he filled that to the brim, and he brews a strong brew, and obviously different tradition than the Taitas, but he has his own form and his own way.

And it was so gnarly, and it was so difficult that...

the aubrey personality could not actually withstand it so a technique which i learned for that difficulty was to actually no longer identify with the aubrey but to actually identify with the soul that had incarnated many different aubrey-like personality structures

And so I remember Vi came over after the ceremony.

How are you doing?

And I go, well, that depends on which I you're referring to.

Because Aubrey is all blood and broken glass.

He's a mess.

But I'm good.

I'm good.

And she's like, what?

Like, I want to know how Aubrey is.

It's like, you don't.