Aubrey Marcus

I had a beautiful and complicated relationship with my father, but it was also pretty solid, all things relative.

Obviously, the end of times was very difficult, and there were some traumatic moments in between.

But at a certain point, there's a decision to be made.

Who am I?

And it's not about figuring it out, looking at a fucking star map, deciphering your astrology.

Blessings to all that.

It's a fucking choice.

Who am I?

Let me decide.

Let me write it out.

Let me write down the ethos of who the fuck I am.

And then let that be who I am.

Like, that's the thing that I think both of us stand for is the sovereignty of the self that can choose, that can really say, whatever the past was, in my case, it was relatively awesome.

And it gave me a lot of momentum, but it wasn't enough to take me where I need to go.

I had to rebuild that thing from scratch and just say, okay, this is who I am.

And now that I'm about to be a father, it's also, okay, what is a Marcus?

You know, like what does my, I'm going to pass on a name.

I'm going to pass on a lineage.

What does my lineage stand for?

And am I the exemplar of that lineage?