Aubrey O'Day

Yes, stronger than drugs. I wish it could have been easier than drugs. It's stronger than drugs to get over. If you watch Intervention, now put that times 5 billion, that's what somebody who is in an abusive, toxic cycle times 5 billion is trying to recover from. It's so difficult. I remember even I did everything. And I mean, I would separate. I would get with people. I would get into therapy.

Yes, stronger than drugs. I wish it could have been easier than drugs. It's stronger than drugs to get over. If you watch Intervention, now put that times 5 billion, that's what somebody who is in an abusive, toxic cycle times 5 billion is trying to recover from. It's so difficult. I remember even I did everything. And I mean, I would separate. I would get with people. I would get into therapy.

Yes, stronger than drugs. I wish it could have been easier than drugs. It's stronger than drugs to get over. If you watch Intervention, now put that times 5 billion, that's what somebody who is in an abusive, toxic cycle times 5 billion is trying to recover from. It's so difficult. I remember even I did everything. And I mean, I would separate. I would get with people. I would get into therapy.

I luckily have a best friend who's a therapist who would connect me back in. And I sat with a therapist in L.A. that was like, you know, off insurance, five hundred and fifty bucks an hour. She's a therapist to all the celebrities and she would have known exactly what it was. I found myself with therapists a lot of times that didn't that I could see looking at the clock.

I luckily have a best friend who's a therapist who would connect me back in. And I sat with a therapist in L.A. that was like, you know, off insurance, five hundred and fifty bucks an hour. She's a therapist to all the celebrities and she would have known exactly what it was. I found myself with therapists a lot of times that didn't that I could see looking at the clock.

I luckily have a best friend who's a therapist who would connect me back in. And I sat with a therapist in L.A. that was like, you know, off insurance, five hundred and fifty bucks an hour. She's a therapist to all the celebrities and she would have known exactly what it was. I found myself with therapists a lot of times that didn't that I could see looking at the clock.

Or that I could see didn't truly have it. They would go like, wow, really? They couldn't understand just what I went through with Diddy because I was talking in such extremes. I could see their level of shock. And I realized like, oh, I can't even take them past this point. They're not going to be able to understand it.

Or that I could see didn't truly have it. They would go like, wow, really? They couldn't understand just what I went through with Diddy because I was talking in such extremes. I could see their level of shock. And I realized like, oh, I can't even take them past this point. They're not going to be able to understand it.

Or that I could see didn't truly have it. They would go like, wow, really? They couldn't understand just what I went through with Diddy because I was talking in such extremes. I could see their level of shock. And I realized like, oh, I can't even take them past this point. They're not going to be able to understand it.

And then I noticed when I went to this woman that I spent all of this money and she would give me these gems and I would leave and I would feel confident on my drive home from Malibu the whole time I knew it. But by the time six or seven or eight rolled around and my...

And then I noticed when I went to this woman that I spent all of this money and she would give me these gems and I would leave and I would feel confident on my drive home from Malibu the whole time I knew it. But by the time six or seven or eight rolled around and my...

And then I noticed when I went to this woman that I spent all of this money and she would give me these gems and I would leave and I would feel confident on my drive home from Malibu the whole time I knew it. But by the time six or seven or eight rolled around and my...

Abandonment sunk in and my loneliness and because being in this industry and being a celebrity is super isolating in general, I start to want that feeling of what I thought it was is my best friend back. My happiest, highest self was when we were connected. It was the most... It felt like somebody loved me for real, not like a fan's telling me, I love you all over the place.

Abandonment sunk in and my loneliness and because being in this industry and being a celebrity is super isolating in general, I start to want that feeling of what I thought it was is my best friend back. My happiest, highest self was when we were connected. It was the most... It felt like somebody loved me for real, not like a fan's telling me, I love you all over the place.

Abandonment sunk in and my loneliness and because being in this industry and being a celebrity is super isolating in general, I start to want that feeling of what I thought it was is my best friend back. My happiest, highest self was when we were connected. It was the most... It felt like somebody loved me for real, not like a fan's telling me, I love you all over the place.

That never resonated as real to me. So I remember running right back to him. And I remember getting in the car out of the airport and him laughing and saying to me, look at my brand new watch, babe. It costs this much money, babe. Look at, babe, I have a new Rolex, babe. You spent all that money on therapy and I got a new watch, babe. But you're still here with me, babe, huh, babe?

That never resonated as real to me. So I remember running right back to him. And I remember getting in the car out of the airport and him laughing and saying to me, look at my brand new watch, babe. It costs this much money, babe. Look at, babe, I have a new Rolex, babe. You spent all that money on therapy and I got a new watch, babe. But you're still here with me, babe, huh, babe?

That never resonated as real to me. So I remember running right back to him. And I remember getting in the car out of the airport and him laughing and saying to me, look at my brand new watch, babe. It costs this much money, babe. Look at, babe, I have a new Rolex, babe. You spent all that money on therapy and I got a new watch, babe. But you're still here with me, babe, huh, babe?

Good choice, babe. And I remember thinking to myself, It's true. I have spent as much money as that watch is trying to get over this person. And at the end of the day, a therapist cannot, they can guide you to the water, but you have to drink, which is why I ended up going to Bali and getting out and trying other, other sources to check in with myself.

Good choice, babe. And I remember thinking to myself, It's true. I have spent as much money as that watch is trying to get over this person. And at the end of the day, a therapist cannot, they can guide you to the water, but you have to drink, which is why I ended up going to Bali and getting out and trying other, other sources to check in with myself.