Awhina

So it was never just himself.

The language he would always use against me... ...was like a collective, like group.

He really isolated me.

Because there were so many moments I would leave an experience with Adrian... ...and I would think I'm the bad guy because he would use that collective language.

Now I didn't have a relationship with production...

But I always saw Adrian laughing, joking, high-fiving production.

So they were all good mates and I felt like I was on the outside.

You know, had them all on Instagram.

I didn't have anyone on Instagram.

You know, I spoke to ex-applicants.

I had zero connection to this maths world.

So I felt like I was on the outside.

I felt like I was Adrian's wife.

Yeah.

Yeah, and I felt like there were so many opportunities where I recognised poor behaviour, but I was like, oh my God, his behaviour is wrong and I'm trying to defend myself, but they're going to make it out like I'm the bad guy because he was always making me feel like I was a bad guy by the end of it.

And there was moments in the experiment where Jamie always stood up for me.

She always stood on business, but it was always just Jamie, right?

So when we would leave a dinner party and he was definitely in the wrong, he would leave it and go, see how only Jamie stood up for you?

Because if you were in the right that everyone would have, you were in the wrong.

And I would leave there going, well, why didn't more people stand up for me then?