Baby D

Like they would support anything I wanted to do.

The issue is that I have a fear of loss of security.

So I will always go with the safe option because I'm terrified of losing security.

But all it takes is for you to try one drug one time and you got an addictive personality and you have ruined your life.

Yeah, I guess.

I feel like we all know a fuck up or two.

At one point, I was terrified I was a fuck up.

Baby, you was never a fuck up.

My trajectory didn't look the same as so many other people.

But y'all keep making me younger.

Nobody's ever going to believe you.

I'm telling you when I was younger, you have to understand, I dropped out of college at first because I just, I had shit going on personally at home that I had to handle.

I couldn't focus on school.

So I would see my friends graduate and you know, they're going on, they're being nurses, they're being lawyers, they're being, and I'm over here like bartending.

And you know, bartenders make decent money.

You know what I'm saying?

But it's like- You gotta be showing that-

You don't know.

Like I just felt I felt like a like I felt like a fuck up because just typical nine to five jobs just didn't work for me.

They didn't work with me.