Baby D

So I would see my friends graduate and you know, they're going on, they're being nurses, they're being lawyers, they're being, and I'm over here like bartending.

And you know, bartenders make decent money.

You know what I'm saying?

But it's like- You gotta be showing that-

You don't know.

Like I just felt I felt like a like I felt like a fuck up because just typical nine to five jobs just didn't work for me.

They didn't work with me.

my ADHD.

I didn't feel comfortable.

I didn't get along well with people.

Like I was good at school, but just typical nine to five shit just didn't work for me.

And I really did feel like a fuck up until I discovered that I was meant to be a creative and that you can really make money off of your creativity, but in your personality, which was something that I wasn't used to, but yeah, I was terrified.

I was a fuck up.

That's a real fear.

I guess that's what makes me not a fuck up, right?

Cause fuck ups don't like really care about being fuck ups.

They just kind of like fuck up in peace.

He said it, yeah, it's everyone else's fault.

That's why I started saying, I'll be like, I don't have any cash on me, but I'll pray for you.

I had to start saying that.