Barry Martin

Just so much stuff. I wish I could remember 100% because I remember a lot of things that, you know, unfolded. I mean, I just went berserk looking for her. I mean, I went over every frigging back road in this town.

Just so much stuff. I wish I could remember 100% because I remember a lot of things that, you know, unfolded. I mean, I just went berserk looking for her. I mean, I went over every frigging back road in this town.

I got frigging lost. I had to go to the house.

I got frigging lost. I had to go to the house.

Because I went through all that stuff myself, trying to figure out what in the hell happened.

Because I went through all that stuff myself, trying to figure out what in the hell happened.

They had me on the stand. You were on the stand? They asked me a couple questions about Heidi.

They had me on the stand. You were on the stand? They asked me a couple questions about Heidi.

They asked me about how she felt about knives or something, if I remember. Why would she be scared of knives? She knew how to handle them. She knew, you know, you had your safe distance when you're using a knife, I said. Then I don't remember anything else. Well, I didn't. I was... I was very, too emotional upset to be even... Yeah, it's hard to talk about.

They asked me about how she felt about knives or something, if I remember. Why would she be scared of knives? She knew how to handle them. She knew, you know, you had your safe distance when you're using a knife, I said. Then I don't remember anything else. Well, I didn't. I was... I was very, too emotional upset to be even... Yeah, it's hard to talk about.

Because like I say, you say you're there to protect your children, and when you can't, that eats your heart the rest of your life. My biggest mistake was having the state police take me down and let her see when she was laying there. And I always wanted to be there to protect my children. And she's laying there, and I can remember with her hand up like this, the way she was laying there.

Because like I say, you say you're there to protect your children, and when you can't, that eats your heart the rest of your life. My biggest mistake was having the state police take me down and let her see when she was laying there. And I always wanted to be there to protect my children. And she's laying there, and I can remember with her hand up like this, the way she was laying there.

I looked at the officer. Look at that. She wanted her dad, and he couldn't even be there.

I looked at the officer. Look at that. She wanted her dad, and he couldn't even be there.

I just wanted to see her.

I just wanted to see her.

Yeah, well, I did when I saw her. It was like, well, who identified her, I think, was John's wife, because she's the one that found her there. I think so, right, Barbie?

Yeah, well, I did when I saw her. It was like, well, who identified her, I think, was John's wife, because she's the one that found her there. I think so, right, Barbie?

I think so, but I'm not 100% sure, but I think she did.

I think so, but I'm not 100% sure, but I think she did.