Barry

I've just come to realization not too long ago that I don't like myself. Yeah, why? I want to say I don't really have anything to show for my life, but I've got five kids, a great wife. I got a job that I love.

I've just come to realization not too long ago that I don't like myself. Yeah, why? I want to say I don't really have anything to show for my life, but I've got five kids, a great wife. I got a job that I love.

But I just... I don't like who I am.

But I just... I don't like who I am.

But I just... I don't like who I am.

It's more of what I've come to, I believe, is what happened to me when I was little.

It's more of what I've come to, I believe, is what happened to me when I was little.

It's more of what I've come to, I believe, is what happened to me when I was little.

So it was me and my mom. mainly third shift worker. So I was at home all the time, did things. I just remember that if I ever did anything wrong or did anything like that or enjoyed something, she used that as a punishment. You know, if I knew, if she knew that I enjoyed doing this activity or doing these things, that was a punishment, like she's going to take it away.

So it was me and my mom. mainly third shift worker. So I was at home all the time, did things. I just remember that if I ever did anything wrong or did anything like that or enjoyed something, she used that as a punishment. You know, if I knew, if she knew that I enjoyed doing this activity or doing these things, that was a punishment, like she's going to take it away.

So it was me and my mom. mainly third shift worker. So I was at home all the time, did things. I just remember that if I ever did anything wrong or did anything like that or enjoyed something, she used that as a punishment. You know, if I knew, if she knew that I enjoyed doing this activity or doing these things, that was a punishment, like she's going to take it away.

Or, you know, that was how things were. And when I got old enough to get a job, I remember working and she used to tell me, well, you got to give me your paycheck because, or we won't have power and you won't be able to do that. So we won't do that. You know, and it's just, and that's, and so I know that I learned to not show that I was happy.

Or, you know, that was how things were. And when I got old enough to get a job, I remember working and she used to tell me, well, you got to give me your paycheck because, or we won't have power and you won't be able to do that. So we won't do that. You know, and it's just, and that's, and so I know that I learned to not show that I was happy.

Or, you know, that was how things were. And when I got old enough to get a job, I remember working and she used to tell me, well, you got to give me your paycheck because, or we won't have power and you won't be able to do that. So we won't do that. You know, and it's just, and that's, and so I know that I learned to not show that I was happy.

Well, they divorced when I was about four and he was, He'd show up every other weekend and that type of stuff.

Well, they divorced when I was about four and he was, He'd show up every other weekend and that type of stuff.

Well, they divorced when I was about four and he was, He'd show up every other weekend and that type of stuff.

I don't like to admit it.

I don't like to admit it.

I don't like to admit it.