Becky
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And I was afraid how I was going to take care of my son.
And out of
The counselors were telling me that at that age of 12 years old, that the courts allow the child to make a decision as to who he wants to stay with.
And, you know, he chose to stay with his father.
And, I mean, it's like I have had...
so much guilt and shame because of that decision that I left my son.
And I feel like I failed him at that time.
And I have apologized to him so many times.
The last time that I did, when I was up there, he said, yeah, yeah, that's over with.
That's in the past.
Okay.
But I don't know if it is.
At least it isn't for me, and I'm hanging on to that guilt.
Yeah.
Okay?
Yeah.
You know, I think, you know, his...
Telling him how awful I was and that I never loved him.
Otherwise, I could have never left him.
Sure.