Ben Mandelker

Maybe she does, because at the end of the episode, she does sort of have an epiphany.

But like, I do feel like like she is really blowing this blowing this thing up.

And she's really throwing Meredith under the bus for something that I think is really benign.

She must be like, she makes me crazy.

She must be reliving the trauma of everything that happened when she was 20.

Right.

Oh, for fuck's sake.

The people that were, the people that were, well, no, I'm not saying that she's relying on that.

I'm saying that it seems obvious to me that she's reliving that pattern where the people that were supposed to be taking care of her, the people, people that were supposed to be good to her were not good to her.

And I think that she's trying to get ahead of it this time.

Like you're not going to get me.

And so what she's doing, though, is she's really sabotaging these relationships as a result.

Yeah, she's an asshole.

But at the same time, is Meredith bottling things up?

She's blown off the handle like 10 different times.

Like if this is bottling.

I would love to see what letting up the steam is.

That is correct.

So now outside, Meredith is just like on this balcony or a deck or something.

Very slow.