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Ben Owen

๐Ÿ‘ค Speaker
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The Shawn Ryan Show
#178 Ben Owen - Inside the Life of an Addict

You left. I left. And I think it was February, March. I just realized that Well, I've been trying to avoid this because I don't want to put my business out there, but it's unavoidable. So Erin had an affair, right? And I knew this when I moved back in in December, and it happened while I was in jail. And if I'm being completely honest, I can't blame her. I mean, I ran her life into the ground.

The Shawn Ryan Show
#178 Ben Owen - Inside the Life of an Addict

You left. I left. And I think it was February, March. I just realized that Well, I've been trying to avoid this because I don't want to put my business out there, but it's unavoidable. So Erin had an affair, right? And I knew this when I moved back in in December, and it happened while I was in jail. And if I'm being completely honest, I can't blame her. I mean, I ran her life into the ground.

The Shawn Ryan Show
#178 Ben Owen - Inside the Life of an Addict

I had not physically touched her in a year. You know, everything was falling apart, and she didn't think there was any chance we were ever going to work out anyway. So I don't blame her for that, but it is part of what played into my decision to move out.

The Shawn Ryan Show
#178 Ben Owen - Inside the Life of an Addict

I had not physically touched her in a year. You know, everything was falling apart, and she didn't think there was any chance we were ever going to work out anyway. So I don't blame her for that, but it is part of what played into my decision to move out.

The Shawn Ryan Show
#178 Ben Owen - Inside the Life of an Addict

I had not physically touched her in a year. You know, everything was falling apart, and she didn't think there was any chance we were ever going to work out anyway. So I don't blame her for that, but it is part of what played into my decision to move out.

The Shawn Ryan Show
#178 Ben Owen - Inside the Life of an Addict

Through all that shit? Through all that shit, I did not. Wow. I would not have expected that. Well, I don't think she expected it either, but it is the reality. So you couldn't forgive her for that? I thought I could, but no. I definitely could not. I definitely could not. How did you find out? I just knew. Finally, she admitted it. She's part of me now. Something seemed off. Did you know him?

The Shawn Ryan Show
#178 Ben Owen - Inside the Life of an Addict

Through all that shit? Through all that shit, I did not. Wow. I would not have expected that. Well, I don't think she expected it either, but it is the reality. So you couldn't forgive her for that? I thought I could, but no. I definitely could not. I definitely could not. How did you find out? I just knew. Finally, she admitted it. She's part of me now. Something seemed off. Did you know him?

The Shawn Ryan Show
#178 Ben Owen - Inside the Life of an Addict

Through all that shit? Through all that shit, I did not. Wow. I would not have expected that. Well, I don't think she expected it either, but it is the reality. So you couldn't forgive her for that? I thought I could, but no. I definitely could not. I definitely could not. How did you find out? I just knew. Finally, she admitted it. She's part of me now. Something seemed off. Did you know him?

The Shawn Ryan Show
#178 Ben Owen - Inside the Life of an Addict

Oh, yeah. Friend? Employee. An employee? Yeah. Are they still together? Oh, God, no. I don't even know if they ever even saw each other again. Yeah. So in the middle of all this... Let me back up to December.

The Shawn Ryan Show
#178 Ben Owen - Inside the Life of an Addict

Oh, yeah. Friend? Employee. An employee? Yeah. Are they still together? Oh, God, no. I don't even know if they ever even saw each other again. Yeah. So in the middle of all this... Let me back up to December.

The Shawn Ryan Show
#178 Ben Owen - Inside the Life of an Addict

Oh, yeah. Friend? Employee. An employee? Yeah. Are they still together? Oh, God, no. I don't even know if they ever even saw each other again. Yeah. So in the middle of all this... Let me back up to December.

The Shawn Ryan Show
#178 Ben Owen - Inside the Life of an Addict

Because you're sober. I'm sober, and... Well, I'm just going to own it. I was still a manipulative ass at the time, and the only thing standing in between me and living in my home with my children was the judge telling me she didn't want me there. So the way I handled it was basically to tell her, look, we can work through this. You just got to let me come home. So you knew before you went home?

The Shawn Ryan Show
#178 Ben Owen - Inside the Life of an Addict

Because you're sober. I'm sober, and... Well, I'm just going to own it. I was still a manipulative ass at the time, and the only thing standing in between me and living in my home with my children was the judge telling me she didn't want me there. So the way I handled it was basically to tell her, look, we can work through this. You just got to let me come home. So you knew before you went home?

The Shawn Ryan Show
#178 Ben Owen - Inside the Life of an Addict

Because you're sober. I'm sober, and... Well, I'm just going to own it. I was still a manipulative ass at the time, and the only thing standing in between me and living in my home with my children was the judge telling me she didn't want me there. So the way I handled it was basically to tell her, look, we can work through this. You just got to let me come home. So you knew before you went home?

The Shawn Ryan Show
#178 Ben Owen - Inside the Life of an Addict

I knew before I went home. That was the ammo I used to get her to tell the judge, let me come back to my house. Now, part of that was necessity. I have to have a place to live. This extended stay wasn't going to work. I missed my kids. I was sober. I wanted to rebuild my life, and I wanted to rebuild my business and fix my marriage. I did genuinely want all of those things.

The Shawn Ryan Show
#178 Ben Owen - Inside the Life of an Addict

I knew before I went home. That was the ammo I used to get her to tell the judge, let me come back to my house. Now, part of that was necessity. I have to have a place to live. This extended stay wasn't going to work. I missed my kids. I was sober. I wanted to rebuild my life, and I wanted to rebuild my business and fix my marriage. I did genuinely want all of those things.

The Shawn Ryan Show
#178 Ben Owen - Inside the Life of an Addict

I knew before I went home. That was the ammo I used to get her to tell the judge, let me come back to my house. Now, part of that was necessity. I have to have a place to live. This extended stay wasn't going to work. I missed my kids. I was sober. I wanted to rebuild my life, and I wanted to rebuild my business and fix my marriage. I did genuinely want all of those things.

The Shawn Ryan Show
#178 Ben Owen - Inside the Life of an Addict

Yeah, yeah. Yeah, I mean, I've known this woman since I was 12.

The Shawn Ryan Show
#178 Ben Owen - Inside the Life of an Addict

Yeah, yeah. Yeah, I mean, I've known this woman since I was 12.

The Shawn Ryan Show
#178 Ben Owen - Inside the Life of an Addict

Yeah, yeah. Yeah, I mean, I've known this woman since I was 12.