Ben Owen

right before the turning point she had mentioned you woke up in a with blood everywhere so what was that well to this day we don't know um i woke up in the empty lot next to 1428 woodward street which is a very significant address that's the house that she was describing it's full of bullet holes where you know we've had friends die in that house friend shot in that house uh I had disappeared.

I went into a blackout drunk. I wanted to get out of that life very bad, and I knew if I kept going back to her dad's where I had a soft place to land, I was not going to. And so I decided to just go all out and either die or hit rock bottom. But it was going to happen that week, one or the other.

I went into a blackout drunk. I wanted to get out of that life very bad, and I knew if I kept going back to her dad's where I had a soft place to land, I was not going to. And so I decided to just go all out and either die or hit rock bottom. But it was going to happen that week, one or the other.

I went into a blackout drunk. I wanted to get out of that life very bad, and I knew if I kept going back to her dad's where I had a soft place to land, I was not going to. And so I decided to just go all out and either die or hit rock bottom. But it was going to happen that week, one or the other.

I mean, I got nose to nose with a real young gangster disciple who had a pistol to my gut and told him to pull the trigger. I mean, I was begging somebody to kill me. And that was on Hemlock Street, so two blocks over from Woodward. And that was the last thing I remember before waking up the 26th of May, 2019. And that empty lot just covered head to toe in blood.

I mean, I got nose to nose with a real young gangster disciple who had a pistol to my gut and told him to pull the trigger. I mean, I was begging somebody to kill me. And that was on Hemlock Street, so two blocks over from Woodward. And that was the last thing I remember before waking up the 26th of May, 2019. And that empty lot just covered head to toe in blood.

I mean, I got nose to nose with a real young gangster disciple who had a pistol to my gut and told him to pull the trigger. I mean, I was begging somebody to kill me. And that was on Hemlock Street, so two blocks over from Woodward. And that was the last thing I remember before waking up the 26th of May, 2019. And that empty lot just covered head to toe in blood.

When I came to, like, I was coughing up blood, and I figured I must have been puking blood because I could still taste vodka. So I knew I'd been drinking a lot. And then as I got up, like, it was all over me. And so I didn't know how badly hurt I was or what had happened, and there wasn't a cut on my body. So to this day, I don't know what happened. And as I realized where I was...

When I came to, like, I was coughing up blood, and I figured I must have been puking blood because I could still taste vodka. So I knew I'd been drinking a lot. And then as I got up, like, it was all over me. And so I didn't know how badly hurt I was or what had happened, and there wasn't a cut on my body. So to this day, I don't know what happened. And as I realized where I was...

When I came to, like, I was coughing up blood, and I figured I must have been puking blood because I could still taste vodka. So I knew I'd been drinking a lot. And then as I got up, like, it was all over me. And so I didn't know how badly hurt I was or what had happened, and there wasn't a cut on my body. So to this day, I don't know what happened. And as I realized where I was...

the window to buy dope from is right there. And I looked over and Daphne or Crecia or whoever's in the window and it, my body is wanting to go to the window and get dope to wake up and figure out what to do. And I just couldn't do it. I could not take another step in that direction. Um, I couldn't remember anything from the proceeding several days. Um,

the window to buy dope from is right there. And I looked over and Daphne or Crecia or whoever's in the window and it, my body is wanting to go to the window and get dope to wake up and figure out what to do. And I just couldn't do it. I could not take another step in that direction. Um, I couldn't remember anything from the proceeding several days. Um,

the window to buy dope from is right there. And I looked over and Daphne or Crecia or whoever's in the window and it, my body is wanting to go to the window and get dope to wake up and figure out what to do. And I just couldn't do it. I could not take another step in that direction. Um, I couldn't remember anything from the proceeding several days. Um,

madison's father nick i had been helping trying to mentor and get him into a better life he'd recently gotten out of prison um and had no idea that we were shot off he was murdered the 19th of may i was the last person to talk to him and he was killed for kicking a roommate out that i told him he needed to kick out before we would let maddie come spend the summer with him um

madison's father nick i had been helping trying to mentor and get him into a better life he'd recently gotten out of prison um and had no idea that we were shot off he was murdered the 19th of may i was the last person to talk to him and he was killed for kicking a roommate out that i told him he needed to kick out before we would let maddie come spend the summer with him um

madison's father nick i had been helping trying to mentor and get him into a better life he'd recently gotten out of prison um and had no idea that we were shot off he was murdered the 19th of may i was the last person to talk to him and he was killed for kicking a roommate out that i told him he needed to kick out before we would let maddie come spend the summer with him um

So I immediately took that upon myself that it was my fault and I went and drank at it and it began my progression to rock bottom that week. I found a phone that day and called my dad and he told me to just come home. And I didn't know how the hell I was going to get there. Long story short, I ended up going to Georgia. I got on a Greyhound bus. I didn't get high that day. I was done.

So I immediately took that upon myself that it was my fault and I went and drank at it and it began my progression to rock bottom that week. I found a phone that day and called my dad and he told me to just come home. And I didn't know how the hell I was going to get there. Long story short, I ended up going to Georgia. I got on a Greyhound bus. I didn't get high that day. I was done.

So I immediately took that upon myself that it was my fault and I went and drank at it and it began my progression to rock bottom that week. I found a phone that day and called my dad and he told me to just come home. And I didn't know how the hell I was going to get there. Long story short, I ended up going to Georgia. I got on a Greyhound bus. I didn't get high that day. I was done.

That was it.