Biet Simkin

And I have a very low tolerance for being separated from it, which by the way, you can't be separated from it, but I can feel like I'm separated from it when I'm judging myself or when I'm judging you or when I'm being afraid. Have you ever been like walking down the street and you're having a bad day? Like you're just edgy and annoyed and not feeling your best. And then you see someone, you know,

And you're like, I don't want to see someone right now. I'm not even like 100%. And so what I know what I meant by intensity, but to me, the world of God, the electronic plane and the galactic field that is oneness with everybody. is very intense and it's alive and it's filled with grace. And it's people wonder what gratitude is. Gratitude is a side effect of that state.

And you're like, I don't want to see someone right now. I'm not even like 100%. And so what I know what I meant by intensity, but to me, the world of God, the electronic plane and the galactic field that is oneness with everybody. is very intense and it's alive and it's filled with grace. And it's people wonder what gratitude is. Gratitude is a side effect of that state.

And you're like, I don't want to see someone right now. I'm not even like 100%. And so what I know what I meant by intensity, but to me, the world of God, the electronic plane and the galactic field that is oneness with everybody. is very intense and it's alive and it's filled with grace. And it's people wonder what gratitude is. Gratitude is a side effect of that state.

And so I just wanted that. I wanted that. And you can't, there's just not enough alcohol or drugs in the world to give you that 24 hours a day, seven days a week for the rest of your life. There literally isn't enough anything to make that possible.

And so I just wanted that. I wanted that. And you can't, there's just not enough alcohol or drugs in the world to give you that 24 hours a day, seven days a week for the rest of your life. There literally isn't enough anything to make that possible.

And so I just wanted that. I wanted that. And you can't, there's just not enough alcohol or drugs in the world to give you that 24 hours a day, seven days a week for the rest of your life. There literally isn't enough anything to make that possible.

Well, those were caused by drugs back then. If you're listening to this and you're someone who's addicted to anything, you're addicted to drugs, alcohol, sex, Netflix. shopping, overspending, debting, like whatever it is you're using to numb your pain, it doesn't work. You already have probably seen that it's not working. It doesn't work long-term, right?

Well, those were caused by drugs back then. If you're listening to this and you're someone who's addicted to anything, you're addicted to drugs, alcohol, sex, Netflix. shopping, overspending, debting, like whatever it is you're using to numb your pain, it doesn't work. You already have probably seen that it's not working. It doesn't work long-term, right?

Well, those were caused by drugs back then. If you're listening to this and you're someone who's addicted to anything, you're addicted to drugs, alcohol, sex, Netflix. shopping, overspending, debting, like whatever it is you're using to numb your pain, it doesn't work. You already have probably seen that it's not working. It doesn't work long-term, right?

So alcohol and drugs really did work for me for quite a long time. They were able to work for me to some extent from the age of 20 till 29 when I got sober. That's nine years. Not everyone makes it nine years. I made it nine years and I could have gone longer. I really was like on a path to a very destroyed life, drinking wine and sleeping with young men and being lost and confused.

So alcohol and drugs really did work for me for quite a long time. They were able to work for me to some extent from the age of 20 till 29 when I got sober. That's nine years. Not everyone makes it nine years. I made it nine years and I could have gone longer. I really was like on a path to a very destroyed life, drinking wine and sleeping with young men and being lost and confused.

So alcohol and drugs really did work for me for quite a long time. They were able to work for me to some extent from the age of 20 till 29 when I got sober. That's nine years. Not everyone makes it nine years. I made it nine years and I could have gone longer. I really was like on a path to a very destroyed life, drinking wine and sleeping with young men and being lost and confused.

I really was in for it and I was willing, but Something happened. My story, there was a lot of very traumatic things that happened. I was a DJ in New York City at that time. My Sony career did not work out. It wasn't because, again, I believe God just took it from me as God will when I'm not listening.

I really was in for it and I was willing, but Something happened. My story, there was a lot of very traumatic things that happened. I was a DJ in New York City at that time. My Sony career did not work out. It wasn't because, again, I believe God just took it from me as God will when I'm not listening.

I really was in for it and I was willing, but Something happened. My story, there was a lot of very traumatic things that happened. I was a DJ in New York City at that time. My Sony career did not work out. It wasn't because, again, I believe God just took it from me as God will when I'm not listening.

It was like, I just really wanted to drink and I really wanted external validation and I wanted the pain to go away. And my God, my universe was like, that's not what we're doing here. So you need to go down more. And I believe we go down to go up, right? So it's like, how far are you willing to go? And I'm a psychopath, so I can go pretty far.

It was like, I just really wanted to drink and I really wanted external validation and I wanted the pain to go away. And my God, my universe was like, that's not what we're doing here. So you need to go down more. And I believe we go down to go up, right? So it's like, how far are you willing to go? And I'm a psychopath, so I can go pretty far.

It was like, I just really wanted to drink and I really wanted external validation and I wanted the pain to go away. And my God, my universe was like, that's not what we're doing here. So you need to go down more. And I believe we go down to go up, right? So it's like, how far are you willing to go? And I'm a psychopath, so I can go pretty far.

Like I'm willing to go down to a very dark world when it comes to psyche. So my house burned down. I had a daughter. I had a near-death experience where I lost, I had a seven-pound tumor in my uterus.