Billie Eilish

And she could have gone anywhere, like truly anywhere.

And I'm like, just as a Hail Mary, there's no way this is going to work.

but I'm gonna put her wheel on the ground and I'm gonna put her favorite seeds on the wheel and I'm gonna put her little mushroom house on the ground and I'm gonna put her bedding in it and I'm gonna put her seeds in it and like maybe a miracle will happen and she'll appear, she'll reappear.

Of course I don't think this is actually gonna happen.

I go to sleep.

I'm like looking at videos of her.

And we wake up, we're talking about like, this is so sad.

How did we do this?

How could we do this to her?

We failed her.

We are horrible people.

We lay in bed for an hour talking about, I can't believe we've done this.

And I'm like, I'm going to go get dressed.

Also like, let's go check on the sad little seeds we left out.

Right.

I go into my closet, the fucking seeds are gone.

Gone.

Dang.

And her bedding has been pulled out of her house that she, and that's, I know that that's like a thing she does.

She pulls out her bedding.