Blake Cook

First time I've ever talked about it other than with my wife and Kyle and Kyle's wife, Erica. So a lot of my followers on Instagram have an understanding of what I've been through, but they don't have a true understanding because everything you post online can be made to look a little better, right? So, but you know, if you put yourself out there

First time I've ever talked about it other than with my wife and Kyle and Kyle's wife, Erica. So a lot of my followers on Instagram have an understanding of what I've been through, but they don't have a true understanding because everything you post online can be made to look a little better, right? So, but you know, if you put yourself out there

out there to fight evil or to do anything in that line of work, trauma is gonna happen. We're not meant to see things that we've seen or do things that we've done. And that's what I think he really understands is I don't have a normal job, nor did I have a normal job, nor did I see normal things. And with that comes some trauma. So, yeah, it felt good to get it out. Good.

out there to fight evil or to do anything in that line of work, trauma is gonna happen. We're not meant to see things that we've seen or do things that we've done. And that's what I think he really understands is I don't have a normal job, nor did I have a normal job, nor did I see normal things. And with that comes some trauma. So, yeah, it felt good to get it out. Good.

out there to fight evil or to do anything in that line of work, trauma is gonna happen. We're not meant to see things that we've seen or do things that we've done. And that's what I think he really understands is I don't have a normal job, nor did I have a normal job, nor did I see normal things. And with that comes some trauma. So, yeah, it felt good to get it out. Good.

I've been holding that in for a long time.

I've been holding that in for a long time.

I've been holding that in for a long time.

Yeah, you think so?

Yeah, you think so?

Yeah, you think so?

I'm trying to figure out how to find forgiveness without physically telling him I forgive him. Because I don't want to talk to him.

I'm trying to figure out how to find forgiveness without physically telling him I forgive him. Because I don't want to talk to him.

I'm trying to figure out how to find forgiveness without physically telling him I forgive him. Because I don't want to talk to him.

Maybe that's crazy you said that because me and my wife are having this conversation. She said the same thing. Maybe when I'm ready soon, so I can move on, I need to call him and say, look, I do love you. You are my father. And I forgive you, but I can't carry on this relationship. And I think maybe that's what needs to be said, truly. But yeah, you're right. I need to forgive him.

Maybe that's crazy you said that because me and my wife are having this conversation. She said the same thing. Maybe when I'm ready soon, so I can move on, I need to call him and say, look, I do love you. You are my father. And I forgive you, but I can't carry on this relationship. And I think maybe that's what needs to be said, truly. But yeah, you're right. I need to forgive him.

Maybe that's crazy you said that because me and my wife are having this conversation. She said the same thing. Maybe when I'm ready soon, so I can move on, I need to call him and say, look, I do love you. You are my father. And I forgive you, but I can't carry on this relationship. And I think maybe that's what needs to be said, truly. But yeah, you're right. I need to forgive him.

And I feel like I'm ready to forgive him. I'm just scared of his manipulation. He's already messaged me telling me he's sober. I'm 18 months sober. Dog, that don't even make sense. You were only in jail for nine months and the last time I saw you, you were on drugs. Still with my stepmom, so I can't help him. She is, she is, I have videos of her, can't even put her shoes on.

And I feel like I'm ready to forgive him. I'm just scared of his manipulation. He's already messaged me telling me he's sober. I'm 18 months sober. Dog, that don't even make sense. You were only in jail for nine months and the last time I saw you, you were on drugs. Still with my stepmom, so I can't help him. She is, she is, I have videos of her, can't even put her shoes on.

And I feel like I'm ready to forgive him. I'm just scared of his manipulation. He's already messaged me telling me he's sober. I'm 18 months sober. Dog, that don't even make sense. You were only in jail for nine months and the last time I saw you, you were on drugs. Still with my stepmom, so I can't help him. She is, she is, I have videos of her, can't even put her shoes on.