Bobby Jones

Exactly.

I can't.

But I will tell you, I genuinely – I know everybody says this and it's cliche to say, but I genuinely –

I'm so grateful for the journey because as you'll learn, I do a lot with talking to kids in detention centers who have been in foster care.

And that little intervention at that time of her grabbing me at that time and pulling me in could have stripped me of this relatability today where I can have impact with people who are

struggling with a lot of the things that I ended up struggling with.

So I'm very grateful in that.

Again, I wanted her to know, listen, I forgave you guys a long time ago.

And again, kind of shared with her what I just shared with you is like, there's purpose behind this.

Yeah, it's not easy.

And again, for a very long time, I did struggle with this.

There's a moment that we'll get to here soon that kind of helped shape the mindset that I have today.

but I would say for big picture stuff, right?

Like one of my core principle beliefs today is like, how can I keep things in my control?

Right.

The things that a lot that, that, that determine my happiness and my peace, I want as much control over them as possible.

So if I dive into why wouldn't you do that?

Why wouldn't, that's out of my control.

What I can do is make peace with my reality and do something about the present and the future of it.

Um,