Brandon Lake

I had zero time to decompress. share with my wife, just like, you know, what I'd experienced just. And so I, all this is pent up. And then all of a sudden it was like the enemy attacked and he knew exactly where to attack my insecurities, my fears. And I just allow what I did. And what the enemy loved is that I isolated myself.

I had zero time to decompress. share with my wife, just like, you know, what I'd experienced just. And so I, all this is pent up. And then all of a sudden it was like the enemy attacked and he knew exactly where to attack my insecurities, my fears. And I just allow what I did. And what the enemy loved is that I isolated myself.

Didn't share with my wife over the next two days, all of what I was wrestling with mentally. I went into a dark place where I was like, when my wife would laugh at someone else's jokes and stuff, I'm like,

Didn't share with my wife over the next two days, all of what I was wrestling with mentally. I went into a dark place where I was like, when my wife would laugh at someone else's jokes and stuff, I'm like,

Didn't share with my wife over the next two days, all of what I was wrestling with mentally. I went into a dark place where I was like, when my wife would laugh at someone else's jokes and stuff, I'm like,

is she like like them or like crazy and i had zero re i'm like crazy thoughts got so bad in two days so fast that i was even like i don't even want to be here anymore like dude it was it's embarrassing to say and that's why probably a lot of people don't talk about it because it felt so embarrassing that i didn't even want to admit to my wife that i was

is she like like them or like crazy and i had zero re i'm like crazy thoughts got so bad in two days so fast that i was even like i don't even want to be here anymore like dude it was it's embarrassing to say and that's why probably a lot of people don't talk about it because it felt so embarrassing that i didn't even want to admit to my wife that i was

is she like like them or like crazy and i had zero re i'm like crazy thoughts got so bad in two days so fast that i was even like i don't even want to be here anymore like dude it was it's embarrassing to say and that's why probably a lot of people don't talk about it because it felt so embarrassing that i didn't even want to admit to my wife that i was

wrestling with such immature thoughts but they felt so real I didn't even recognize who I was my mental state and so we're going to bed one night putting the kids to bed and I reached out and I texted Micah and my buddy Nate and I was like guys I don't know what's going on right now but I need help and I was too prideful to pick up the phone

wrestling with such immature thoughts but they felt so real I didn't even recognize who I was my mental state and so we're going to bed one night putting the kids to bed and I reached out and I texted Micah and my buddy Nate and I was like guys I don't know what's going on right now but I need help and I was too prideful to pick up the phone

wrestling with such immature thoughts but they felt so real I didn't even recognize who I was my mental state and so we're going to bed one night putting the kids to bed and I reached out and I texted Micah and my buddy Nate and I was like guys I don't know what's going on right now but I need help and I was too prideful to pick up the phone

which is actually literally the lyric in this song was Sons of Sunday. I was like, 3 a.m. God, I was too prideful to pick up that phone. 3 a.m. I know I needed help, but I didn't want anyone else to know I was losing it. But I texted the guys. Micah immediately calls me. I didn't answer. Cause I was like, I don't want to talk about it. I just need help.

which is actually literally the lyric in this song was Sons of Sunday. I was like, 3 a.m. God, I was too prideful to pick up that phone. 3 a.m. I know I needed help, but I didn't want anyone else to know I was losing it. But I texted the guys. Micah immediately calls me. I didn't answer. Cause I was like, I don't want to talk about it. I just need help.

which is actually literally the lyric in this song was Sons of Sunday. I was like, 3 a.m. God, I was too prideful to pick up that phone. 3 a.m. I know I needed help, but I didn't want anyone else to know I was losing it. But I texted the guys. Micah immediately calls me. I didn't answer. Cause I was like, I don't want to talk about it. I just need help.

And so then he sends me a voice memo of him praying over me. And like that scripture in the Bible, right? Where like, like David plays for Saul, who's got that evil spirit tormenting him.

And so then he sends me a voice memo of him praying over me. And like that scripture in the Bible, right? Where like, like David plays for Saul, who's got that evil spirit tormenting him.

And so then he sends me a voice memo of him praying over me. And like that scripture in the Bible, right? Where like, like David plays for Saul, who's got that evil spirit tormenting him.

And he plays and the spirit leaves.

And he plays and the spirit leaves.

And he plays and the spirit leaves.