Brianda

So it's tough for podcasters to be guests on podcasts.

If I were to do a podcast where I wasn't manic, I would have done no podcast so far.

But that's interesting with podcasting.

People don't realize that, hey, you're also going through other things in your life.

And sorry, I can't be entertaining today.

You have to do that vulnerability times 10 and use this as your own mental therapy and not think about what the guest is going to think about it.

Because the beauty of podcasting, God willing, I'm not saying that sarcastic, you will be able to do another episode.

So you have to understand you won't be held, well, you will be, but you have to feel okay with not being held to the last episode and what you said.

I can be manic and say some shit I'm feeling at the time, think about it, come back, use this as a way to get it out.

Next episode, hey, I was fucking wiling or I was feeling this way at this time.

That is the beauty of podcasting.

You're human.

Not to clean shit up, but you're living in real time and expressing things in real time.

And if the audience wants to hold you to that, that's, come on, that's not, you can't control that shit.

But there are, you will build an audience knowing that they're going in to hear real shit in real time and that, okay, they may feel differently the next day.

I can't hold them to this.

Yeah.

And meanwhile, you're being more of the qualities you hate because you're trying to overcompensate for them.

I understand.

I totally get it.