Brooke Schofield

Yeah, sure.

I talked to her about it last night.

Cause I told her I was coming on and she was like, I'm back and forth about it.

I don't know why she would be.

She really does.

No, we were jealous of you guys because we're not allowed to have any Love Island people on, probably for good reason.

But there's somebody overhead that says absolutely no canceled podcast.

Interesting.

And so we were jealous of you.

Yeah.

ended it in the past and come back yeah well the first time we ended it was an accident we didn't mean to end it but yeah I think you're right Tana and I both have completely different reasons for wanting to end the podcast I think I can't speak for her but if it were up to me and me alone it wouldn't have ended I probably would have just stuck it out just because I mean it's so important to my life especially like financially like I needed it there and

For her, it ended because she was, in my opinion, being dragged into a lot of controversy because of me, obviously.

And I was just not doing well mentally.

I was really, really struggling.

And I felt like every single week I was putting myself in a position

to be perceived as a version of myself that I was not proud of and not excited about.

I was trying to heal from things that I was really going through emotionally, but I had a ball and chain on my foot because it's like I have this thing that I have to sit down and do every single week.

And I can anticipate weeks and weeks after that, thousands of hate comments and backlash for things that I said.

And it was just, like, it was too heavy for me to handle, like, in the mental state that I was in.

Yes, absolutely.