Bryan Johnson
👤 SpeakerAppearances Over Time
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Like legit wanted to kill myself.
And I would have done it had it not been for my kids.
It's like, I know what shitty feels like.
Like when you're just like, you're so buried deep and it's like, I don't know how I'm going to get out of this.
Like, it's just bad.
Well, a couple of things.
One, I just had my first baby and he was colicky.
And so we weren't sleeping.
It was like six months of total sleep deprivation.
I was building a startup.
I was stressed out of my mind.
My partner wasn't working.
So I was the sole provider.
And so it's just like no sleep and startup and no money.
And I think it just got me.
And then once it got me, it's very hard to wrestle your way out of it when my circumstances didn't change.
I still had no money.
I still had to make my startup work.
And so then I just got deeper and deeper.