Caleb Hearon

I'm so scared.

I also think heartbreak is worse when you get a little bit older because, in a way, because, like, when I was heartbroken when I was, like, 20, I had this, like, misconception that I was, like, I'm never going to meet someone I feel this way about again.

And that was part of the heartbreak because I was, like, I'll never meet someone this special ever again.

And that was a uniquely painful type of heartbreak.

But then you get a little bit older and it's a different kind of heartbreak where it's, like, now when I have my heart broken, it's almost sadder because I'm, like, I actually will meet more special people and I don't want to.

You know what I'm saying?

There's something sadder about being like, I will get over this.

I know that I will get over this.

I've gotten over things before.

I will definitely get over this.

And I don't want to.

I just want what I want.

And that's almost sadder in a way.

Or like harder to deal with.

I was talking to Carly on the phone about this last night.

And she was like, can I send you some sad songs?

And I was like, no.

Let's just have the conversation we're having.

Don't send me sad songs about it.

Y'all, when it's time to order pizza, you got to call our friends at Domino's.