Cameron Esposito
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Podcast Appearances
You love it? I love it.
I'm like, Oh God. I mean, that's so interesting that you like, so this is a thing that I, when it was brought to my attention, it almost broke my brain. One thing that's true is I cry constantly. I cry all the time. I have a lot of emotions. I only found this out a couple of years ago because prior to that, I was allowing zero of them to exit my body. It's in your book that you didn't cry.
I'm like, Oh God. I mean, that's so interesting that you like, so this is a thing that I, when it was brought to my attention, it almost broke my brain. One thing that's true is I cry constantly. I cry all the time. I have a lot of emotions. I only found this out a couple of years ago because prior to that, I was allowing zero of them to exit my body. It's in your book that you didn't cry.
I'm like, Oh God. I mean, that's so interesting that you like, so this is a thing that I, when it was brought to my attention, it almost broke my brain. One thing that's true is I cry constantly. I cry all the time. I have a lot of emotions. I only found this out a couple of years ago because prior to that, I was allowing zero of them to exit my body. It's in your book that you didn't cry.
And so now you cry. I cry all the time. Oh, that's wonderful. Yeah, thank you, my friend. All of your support on this. Yeah, I basically never cried one time until I was 35. Wow. And then, anyway, I cry constantly. My spouse, Katie, is a very gentle person. Calming energy. Correct.
And so now you cry. I cry all the time. Oh, that's wonderful. Yeah, thank you, my friend. All of your support on this. Yeah, I basically never cried one time until I was 35. Wow. And then, anyway, I cry constantly. My spouse, Katie, is a very gentle person. Calming energy. Correct.
And so now you cry. I cry all the time. Oh, that's wonderful. Yeah, thank you, my friend. All of your support on this. Yeah, I basically never cried one time until I was 35. Wow. And then, anyway, I cry constantly. My spouse, Katie, is a very gentle person. Calming energy. Correct.
And well, one thing that will happen sometimes is that if she might hug me, if I don't even know I'm going to cry yet, this is true. Sometimes I'm laughing and I'm going to do a laugh to cry, but I don't know that's going to happen. But can... Katie knows that's going to happen and she'll do a little hug on me. And it's terrible because it's like, Oh no, now this is going to definitely happen.
And well, one thing that will happen sometimes is that if she might hug me, if I don't even know I'm going to cry yet, this is true. Sometimes I'm laughing and I'm going to do a laugh to cry, but I don't know that's going to happen. But can... Katie knows that's going to happen and she'll do a little hug on me. And it's terrible because it's like, Oh no, now this is going to definitely happen.
And well, one thing that will happen sometimes is that if she might hug me, if I don't even know I'm going to cry yet, this is true. Sometimes I'm laughing and I'm going to do a laugh to cry, but I don't know that's going to happen. But can... Katie knows that's going to happen and she'll do a little hug on me. And it's terrible because it's like, Oh no, now this is going to definitely happen.
And I can't believe you noticed. And then something I would say to her when she would do this is, was don't notice me. She like hugs me. I would go, don't notice me. But I would say it frequently, but I didn't even realize I was saying it. And then she's a very noticing person. And so she mentioned this to me one time that I would say, don't notice me. And I was like, yeah, I mean, that's it.
And I can't believe you noticed. And then something I would say to her when she would do this is, was don't notice me. She like hugs me. I would go, don't notice me. But I would say it frequently, but I didn't even realize I was saying it. And then she's a very noticing person. And so she mentioned this to me one time that I would say, don't notice me. And I was like, yeah, I mean, that's it.
And I can't believe you noticed. And then something I would say to her when she would do this is, was don't notice me. She like hugs me. I would go, don't notice me. But I would say it frequently, but I didn't even realize I was saying it. And then she's a very noticing person. And so she mentioned this to me one time that I would say, don't notice me. And I was like, yeah, I mean, that's it.
That's it right there is like, I feel overnoticed in my life. I feel like for my whole life, I've been overnoticed about like being a little kid, people telling me I'm fat when I was like, also not fat, um, being a little kid and like my clothes are the wrong thing or getting served, but that feels dangerous because it feels scary.
That's it right there is like, I feel overnoticed in my life. I feel like for my whole life, I've been overnoticed about like being a little kid, people telling me I'm fat when I was like, also not fat, um, being a little kid and like my clothes are the wrong thing or getting served, but that feels dangerous because it feels scary.
That's it right there is like, I feel overnoticed in my life. I feel like for my whole life, I've been overnoticed about like being a little kid, people telling me I'm fat when I was like, also not fat, um, being a little kid and like my clothes are the wrong thing or getting served, but that feels dangerous because it feels scary.
And I don't know, when's this person going to find out they've made a mistake and have they made a mistake and, you know, all of this. And so I just feel overnoticed. And I think that's, again, when you think about something like standup, it's like, okay, fine. You want to see like, but you have to pay. Yeah. And I get to be in charge and I can kick you out. That's right.
And I don't know, when's this person going to find out they've made a mistake and have they made a mistake and, you know, all of this. And so I just feel overnoticed. And I think that's, again, when you think about something like standup, it's like, okay, fine. You want to see like, but you have to pay. Yeah. And I get to be in charge and I can kick you out. That's right.
And I don't know, when's this person going to find out they've made a mistake and have they made a mistake and, you know, all of this. And so I just feel overnoticed. And I think that's, again, when you think about something like standup, it's like, okay, fine. You want to see like, but you have to pay. Yeah. And I get to be in charge and I can kick you out. That's right.
Like, it's like, it's a, and it's not a conversation because you don't get to talk back.