Camila Cabello

There is a part of me that still... It depends what mood I'm in. Sometimes I really want peace and happiness. And other times I still miss and love that chaotic, sickening feeling. And I don't know what that is. I have to explore it further in therapy. But...

There is a part of me that still... It depends what mood I'm in. Sometimes I really want peace and happiness. And other times I still miss and love that chaotic, sickening feeling. And I don't know what that is. I have to explore it further in therapy. But...

there is something like so kind of like addictive about about that and and you know it's interesting because it's like you know it's like the classic like nervous system quote like whatever i mean actually i don't know why i said classic because it's not a classic classic it's relatable you know that that quote is like find someone that's good for your nervous system yes a lot of the times the people that are do make you feel fucking sick with love are not good for your nervous system and

there is something like so kind of like addictive about about that and and you know it's interesting because it's like you know it's like the classic like nervous system quote like whatever i mean actually i don't know why i said classic because it's not a classic classic it's relatable you know that that quote is like find someone that's good for your nervous system yes a lot of the times the people that are do make you feel fucking sick with love are not good for your nervous system and

there is something like so kind of like addictive about about that and and you know it's interesting because it's like you know it's like the classic like nervous system quote like whatever i mean actually i don't know why i said classic because it's not a classic classic it's relatable you know that that quote is like find someone that's good for your nervous system yes a lot of the times the people that are do make you feel fucking sick with love are not good for your nervous system and

But it feels so good and terrible at the same time.

But it feels so good and terrible at the same time.

But it feels so good and terrible at the same time.

Because when it's good, it's like, you could cut my leg off today. I will be smiling all teeth.

Because when it's good, it's like, you could cut my leg off today. I will be smiling all teeth.

Because when it's good, it's like, you could cut my leg off today. I will be smiling all teeth.

And it really changes, I feel like, as you age. I feel like when I was younger, so many relationships were like my projection of people in my head. And I really romanticized the shit out of them. And I really took a little thing that they said and I just ran with that.

And it really changes, I feel like, as you age. I feel like when I was younger, so many relationships were like my projection of people in my head. And I really romanticized the shit out of them. And I really took a little thing that they said and I just ran with that.

And it really changes, I feel like, as you age. I feel like when I was younger, so many relationships were like my projection of people in my head. And I really romanticized the shit out of them. And I really took a little thing that they said and I just ran with that.

You know, but now I find that it's like the people that you meet that are like really exciting and how you have real chemistry with it's really is rare and hard to find.

You know, but now I find that it's like the people that you meet that are like really exciting and how you have real chemistry with it's really is rare and hard to find.

You know, but now I find that it's like the people that you meet that are like really exciting and how you have real chemistry with it's really is rare and hard to find.

I am not a sober and what sucks is that I hear that that's the healthiest thing it's like I've heard podcasts or where people are like if you kind of like this person and if you're curious just go on a second date and I'm just the kind of person that's like if I am not like going to sleep like wanting to have you inside me like I I get it honestly that's extreme maybe not that but if I'm not if I'm not like if I don't leave the date and I'm like

I am not a sober and what sucks is that I hear that that's the healthiest thing it's like I've heard podcasts or where people are like if you kind of like this person and if you're curious just go on a second date and I'm just the kind of person that's like if I am not like going to sleep like wanting to have you inside me like I I get it honestly that's extreme maybe not that but if I'm not if I'm not like if I don't leave the date and I'm like

I am not a sober and what sucks is that I hear that that's the healthiest thing it's like I've heard podcasts or where people are like if you kind of like this person and if you're curious just go on a second date and I'm just the kind of person that's like if I am not like going to sleep like wanting to have you inside me like I I get it honestly that's extreme maybe not that but if I'm not if I'm not like if I don't leave the date and I'm like