Cara Delevingne
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Because I...
That was also the part that I didn't know who to be angry at.
I was so angry at the world and I was so angry I couldn't make my mom better.
And every time I would go home, something would be different.
It was out of my control and that I'd have to go back to school and still, I felt like I was split.
I was never in one place.
I was like, my head's here, my heart's there.
I don't know where I am.
But it doesn't wipe it.
It puts it under a rug and then the rug, you're a hoarder.
I didn't also, that was not something I was like, oh, I'm going to drop out and do modeling.
It was more that I have to drop out because I will either do something stupid at school.
I'm so depressed.
I'm going to do so badly.
I'm either gonna get expelled.
Like I have to get out of here.
There's no, this is not helping the situation.
And I think I needed a shock into like, cause I was like, oh, school, this is such a nightmare.
My life's so hard.
This is so difficult.