Cara Delevingne

You try, doesn't work.

You just hate yourself because they're sick.

There is this fucking anger that you have that you're just angry against the world.

But then also angry at yourself for feeling angry because you're like, there are so many people with so much worse shit in this world.

How do I feel?

It's just, it's that cyclical thing.

Oh, I don't know.

I really love anger and my relationship with it now.

It is a secondary emotion, but I also think for me, it's like a fire.

I need it to come out.

It doesn't have to be anyone, but it has to come out in a healthy way.

Otherwise I hurt myself.

That's it.

So there isn't, and look, I cry.

I would feel as much as I can, but there is something, I can't describe it.

And it feels like

whatever stuff I had to deal with after I was coming off of drugs, I would black out with like a physical trauma thing.

And it came from this, I can't describe it.

You just see red or black and slight, and I would wake up on another side of a room.

And it just comes from this repressed thing.