Caroline

It's absolutely been a wonderful day for me so far.

I moved here to work on a trail crew with Conservation Corps New Mexico.

No, I'm a musician for fun.

Yeah, you too, Peter.

I'd like to think of myself as a person with depth, a person who values intelligence and kindness and, you know, doing the right thing.

I got lip filler to bring back my old lips.

And once I did that, I was like, oh, there I am.

I felt like I was dying in my marriage.

I just felt like I was dying.

I felt like a dead person walking.

And finally, I just was like, okay, we got to be done so that I can feel... I mean, I didn't say exactly this, but so I can feel alive again.

And part of that was that I wanted to feel sexually attractive.

Botox, I was doing every four months or so.

And then I also did this thing called PDO threads.

They numb your face and they basically like somehow funnel in these, it looks like

fishing line with little barbs on it so they get it in the right place and then they pull and your cheek literally just goes like it just pulls up it lifts yeah oh and that was I the first time I did that that was amazing it's been over a year since I've done it I think the last time I got anything done was in January of 2025

Can't afford it.

And it really makes me very sad.

I've been kind of sad about it, honestly.

It's pretty... I mean, I knew that eventually I would just sort of have to accept time.