Caroline

But I don't know that I was ready.

Yeah, I think that I haven't thought about it that way, but I think that that really is kind of what I did.

I kind of let myself have a few years of

I was a little bit resentful and sad that I wasted those years when I was younger and hotter, married to someone who didn't care about that sort of thing.

And I felt really invisible.

And I wanted that time back.

So, sorry, I'm such a nose runner.

It's okay.

Anyway, I wanted that time back.

And so, yes, when I got divorced, I think I definitely splurged and gifted myself some of that time.

And I think...

And it's, you know, I'm in a very loving relationship now just for just over a year.

And I do feel desired and I don't think it's contingent on Botox.

So I don't think I'm at any risk of losing this relationship if I stop doing these procedures.

I've been more aware of the age piece in stepping into the dungeon because the age is a bonus, not a negative.

And when I was 16 years old, she said to me, "'David, wouldn't it be nice if we could just get you a surgery and take out that little bump in the middle of your nose?'

She's kind of doing this instructional format.

So it was like a how-to video with her full skincare regimen.

And it had just one product after the other that she's holding up and just gushing about how great it is and then putting it on her skin.

Her skin is turning pinker and pinker.