Carrie

And I've waited a long time to get that hug. I can sit here right now and honestly say it's what I feel deep in my soul. that we were supposed to be together. This was not supposed to happen. 25 years right now has passed, and it's like time stopped in our relationship when he went to prison. Time stopped. He's not that same person that he was 25 years ago.

And I've waited a long time to get that hug. I can sit here right now and honestly say it's what I feel deep in my soul. that we were supposed to be together. This was not supposed to happen. 25 years right now has passed, and it's like time stopped in our relationship when he went to prison. Time stopped. He's not that same person that he was 25 years ago.

I'm not the same person I was 25 years ago. Do I still love him? Absolutely. He will always have a place in my heart. Always. That will never change. It will never, ever change. But I know I could not ever have a healthy relationship with him again. He's not who he was. I'm not who I was. But I would love to see his face. I would like to have a conversation with him face to face.

I'm not the same person I was 25 years ago. Do I still love him? Absolutely. He will always have a place in my heart. Always. That will never change. It will never, ever change. But I know I could not ever have a healthy relationship with him again. He's not who he was. I'm not who I was. But I would love to see his face. I would like to have a conversation with him face to face.

He's been in prison for a long time. I mean, think about everything that's happened in your life from 1995 till now. You were just a little boy. Now you're a man. So much time has passed. Time where we've had our freedom to do whatever we wanted to do or not do, where for these 25 years he's been locked up.

He's been in prison for a long time. I mean, think about everything that's happened in your life from 1995 till now. You were just a little boy. Now you're a man. So much time has passed. Time where we've had our freedom to do whatever we wanted to do or not do, where for these 25 years he's been locked up.

So many people.

So many people.

It is. When you think about every life that was changed because of one person, so many lives, my life, your life, your sister's life, Cindy's life, her family's life, her daughter's life. But I think more about Cindy's family than any other person that has been impacted by Tim. I think of her family. I mean, I really just want them to know that I'm sorry. There's nothing I can ever say.

It is. When you think about every life that was changed because of one person, so many lives, my life, your life, your sister's life, Cindy's life, her family's life, her daughter's life. But I think more about Cindy's family than any other person that has been impacted by Tim. I think of her family. I mean, I really just want them to know that I'm sorry. There's nothing I can ever say.

There's nothing. I've tried to put myself in their shoes. And if I were them, I would hate me because I enabled this to happen. I mean, I'm glad that Justice was served. It doesn't bring her back, though. You know, I used to go to Triangle Park on the fifth of every month. I used to go there on the 5th of every single month and pay my respects after I don't even know how long I quit doing it.

There's nothing. I've tried to put myself in their shoes. And if I were them, I would hate me because I enabled this to happen. I mean, I'm glad that Justice was served. It doesn't bring her back, though. You know, I used to go to Triangle Park on the fifth of every month. I used to go there on the 5th of every single month and pay my respects after I don't even know how long I quit doing it.

And sometimes I still feel bad because I don't go back there. But in the real world, it's just not a safe thing for me to do anymore in that area.

And sometimes I still feel bad because I don't go back there. But in the real world, it's just not a safe thing for me to do anymore in that area.

Is it? Is the shelter gone?

Is it? Is the shelter gone?

Are you kidding me? No. I always wished they would tear that shelter down. But then again, it's kind of like a memorial in a way.

Are you kidding me? No. I always wished they would tear that shelter down. But then again, it's kind of like a memorial in a way.

I'll never forget seeing her face for the first time. It was when you sent me that picture. I had never seen Cindy's face, and it was nice to put a face with the name and all the feelings that I have that revolve around that person. It was painful losing Mick. It was painful going through two murder trials. But I think the majority of my pain comes from knowing that Cindy was killed. For what?

I'll never forget seeing her face for the first time. It was when you sent me that picture. I had never seen Cindy's face, and it was nice to put a face with the name and all the feelings that I have that revolve around that person. It was painful losing Mick. It was painful going through two murder trials. But I think the majority of my pain comes from knowing that Cindy was killed. For what?