Carrie

But I begged him to do it. I begged him to go to trial.

But I begged him to do it. I begged him to go to trial.

I bet now he wishes he would have at least tried. I mean, the outcome could have been better, but it wouldn't have been any worse.

I bet now he wishes he would have at least tried. I mean, the outcome could have been better, but it wouldn't have been any worse.

I'll never understand why he did that, unless he was so ashamed of what he had done that he felt like he deserved to be punished. I don't know.

I'll never understand why he did that, unless he was so ashamed of what he had done that he felt like he deserved to be punished. I don't know.

There was a point when Tim said he would clear Mick, but I don't think the prosecutors were going to allow that to happen anyway. They were presented with a letter that Tim wrote telling me that he had found God in prison. I don't really believe that part, but that Mick had absolutely nothing to do with the murder, that it was all him.

There was a point when Tim said he would clear Mick, but I don't think the prosecutors were going to allow that to happen anyway. They were presented with a letter that Tim wrote telling me that he had found God in prison. I don't really believe that part, but that Mick had absolutely nothing to do with the murder, that it was all him.

I think Tim had such a, you know, a bad life, and I don't know if he ever really knew true happiness. And maybe there was jealousy between what Mick and I had. Yeah, he sabotaged it for sure. Which is like one of the questions that I asked him when I went to see him when he first got arrested. You know, why would you do this to us?

I think Tim had such a, you know, a bad life, and I don't know if he ever really knew true happiness. And maybe there was jealousy between what Mick and I had. Yeah, he sabotaged it for sure. Which is like one of the questions that I asked him when I went to see him when he first got arrested. You know, why would you do this to us?

And I think that maybe part of Tim longed for what I'm going to refer to as a normal life. And I think that when he would start to feel that, normalcy of like a family, it was good for him. And then he felt like he had people that cared about him and people that he cared about. But that other side of him was always there and would never allow that to come full circle.

And I think that maybe part of Tim longed for what I'm going to refer to as a normal life. And I think that when he would start to feel that, normalcy of like a family, it was good for him. And then he felt like he had people that cared about him and people that he cared about. But that other side of him was always there and would never allow that to come full circle.

For privacy reasons, I had gotten a P.O. box, and, like, every day, you know, getting multiple letters from Mick. He would send letters to me, letters to the kids, and, like, he would have prison inmates that knew how to draw, like, draw cartoon characters on the envelopes for the kids. It was, at times, overwhelming.

For privacy reasons, I had gotten a P.O. box, and, like, every day, you know, getting multiple letters from Mick. He would send letters to me, letters to the kids, and, like, he would have prison inmates that knew how to draw, like, draw cartoon characters on the envelopes for the kids. It was, at times, overwhelming.

It was not easy. It was not easy at all because I had made all sorts of promises to Mick that, after several years, I knew I was not going to be able to keep. I had two young kids. I needed a life. I couldn't just, you know, run to the prison every other weekend and visit him and constantly have $1,000 phone bills.

It was not easy. It was not easy at all because I had made all sorts of promises to Mick that, after several years, I knew I was not going to be able to keep. I had two young kids. I needed a life. I couldn't just, you know, run to the prison every other weekend and visit him and constantly have $1,000 phone bills.

The first date, my sister was supposed to watch my children. And for whatever reason, she ended up backing out. So I called him to tell him that I, you know, needed to reschedule the date. And he said, why? So I told him, you know, I was having issues with a babysitter. And he said, just bring the kids with you. So we met him at a movie theater. We saw the movie Fly Away Home.

The first date, my sister was supposed to watch my children. And for whatever reason, she ended up backing out. So I called him to tell him that I, you know, needed to reschedule the date. And he said, why? So I told him, you know, I was having issues with a babysitter. And he said, just bring the kids with you. So we met him at a movie theater. We saw the movie Fly Away Home.

It was awkward, you know, like you're trying to start a new relationship with someone and you have this hanging over your head, but he was like a very adventurous person. So he was kind of like into the whole story. He wanted to know like all the details and everything about what had happened and what we had been through.

It was awkward, you know, like you're trying to start a new relationship with someone and you have this hanging over your head, but he was like a very adventurous person. So he was kind of like into the whole story. He wanted to know like all the details and everything about what had happened and what we had been through.