Catherine Paiz

My decision was solely based on the fact that I didn't want that to change people's perception of him because I thought that we could heal and we can get to a better place. I didn't want to say something and then them like have so much, you know, information. At the end of the day, it's like it's almost like gossip, like, you know, gossiping. And I believe I truly believe that gossiping is poison.

My decision was solely based on the fact that I didn't want that to change people's perception of him because I thought that we could heal and we can get to a better place. I didn't want to say something and then them like have so much, you know, information. At the end of the day, it's like it's almost like gossip, like, you know, gossiping. And I believe I truly believe that gossiping is poison.

My decision was solely based on the fact that I didn't want that to change people's perception of him because I thought that we could heal and we can get to a better place. I didn't want to say something and then them like have so much, you know, information. At the end of the day, it's like it's almost like gossip, like, you know, gossiping. And I believe I truly believe that gossiping is poison.

And so I thought, you know, this is my marriage and I'm going to I'm just going to keep it to myself because I need to figure it out within myself. When I decided that I wanted a divorce, that's truly when I told my parents and my family, it's like I want to get a divorce. And they were very supportive of me.

And so I thought, you know, this is my marriage and I'm going to I'm just going to keep it to myself because I need to figure it out within myself. When I decided that I wanted a divorce, that's truly when I told my parents and my family, it's like I want to get a divorce. And they were very supportive of me.

And so I thought, you know, this is my marriage and I'm going to I'm just going to keep it to myself because I need to figure it out within myself. When I decided that I wanted a divorce, that's truly when I told my parents and my family, it's like I want to get a divorce. And they were very supportive of me.

Yes. And for a while it was. But I felt at one point I'm like, everybody knows, you know, it's like everybody knows. It's it's it was like it started to become so obvious.

Yes. And for a while it was. But I felt at one point I'm like, everybody knows, you know, it's like everybody knows. It's it's it was like it started to become so obvious.

Yes. And for a while it was. But I felt at one point I'm like, everybody knows, you know, it's like everybody knows. It's it's it was like it started to become so obvious.

It deeply impacted my reputation. I felt like I was in a fishbowl and I couldn't... It's like all these eyes pressing in on me and I'm thinking like, oh my gosh, I don't know. Do I protect or do I say my truth and then my whole life changes? You know what I mean? And it's like... I always thought about my kids first. I need to be a mother to them. I need to mother them.

It deeply impacted my reputation. I felt like I was in a fishbowl and I couldn't... It's like all these eyes pressing in on me and I'm thinking like, oh my gosh, I don't know. Do I protect or do I say my truth and then my whole life changes? You know what I mean? And it's like... I always thought about my kids first. I need to be a mother to them. I need to mother them.

It deeply impacted my reputation. I felt like I was in a fishbowl and I couldn't... It's like all these eyes pressing in on me and I'm thinking like, oh my gosh, I don't know. Do I protect or do I say my truth and then my whole life changes? You know what I mean? And it's like... I always thought about my kids first. I need to be a mother to them. I need to mother them.

Their mother needs to be happy, healthy, laughing, playing. I don't want to have two separate homes right now. I don't want to have to figure out what I'm going to do for a living now because we've been doing this for almost 10 years. We've been doing this for so long. It was just me trying to just... Like navigate that with myself.

Their mother needs to be happy, healthy, laughing, playing. I don't want to have two separate homes right now. I don't want to have to figure out what I'm going to do for a living now because we've been doing this for almost 10 years. We've been doing this for so long. It was just me trying to just... Like navigate that with myself.

Their mother needs to be happy, healthy, laughing, playing. I don't want to have two separate homes right now. I don't want to have to figure out what I'm going to do for a living now because we've been doing this for almost 10 years. We've been doing this for so long. It was just me trying to just... Like navigate that with myself.

Like I didn't want to make these big impulsive decisions publicly.

Like I didn't want to make these big impulsive decisions publicly.

Like I didn't want to make these big impulsive decisions publicly.

say something or leave or say i'm staying with him even though i think there was moments where i'm like i'm gonna leave tomorrow like i'm gonna do this tomorrow and i'm just not gonna look back and i'm just gonna go and i'm gonna find a place and you know it we won't film and people are gonna wonder what happened to us that like i had those moments yeah i had those moments um but i think what was the hardest part about all of it was that he would never admit to it and i thought well if you're not admitting it to me you're not gonna admit it to the world right

say something or leave or say i'm staying with him even though i think there was moments where i'm like i'm gonna leave tomorrow like i'm gonna do this tomorrow and i'm just not gonna look back and i'm just gonna go and i'm gonna find a place and you know it we won't film and people are gonna wonder what happened to us that like i had those moments yeah i had those moments um but i think what was the hardest part about all of it was that he would never admit to it and i thought well if you're not admitting it to me you're not gonna admit it to the world right