Catherine Paiz

say something or leave or say i'm staying with him even though i think there was moments where i'm like i'm gonna leave tomorrow like i'm gonna do this tomorrow and i'm just not gonna look back and i'm just gonna go and i'm gonna find a place and you know it we won't film and people are gonna wonder what happened to us that like i had those moments yeah i had those moments um but i think what was the hardest part about all of it was that he would never admit to it and i thought well if you're not admitting it to me you're not gonna admit it to the world right

So that was the hardest part.

So that was the hardest part.

So that was the hardest part.

Another thing to Alex is another big thing that I had in the forefront of my mind. And I look back and think like, oh, my gosh, I shouldn't have been thinking like that. But I felt like if I like if I broke the family, I'm thinking like I'm needing to break the family for this. Then I'm going to break everyone's heart.

Another thing to Alex is another big thing that I had in the forefront of my mind. And I look back and think like, oh, my gosh, I shouldn't have been thinking like that. But I felt like if I like if I broke the family, I'm thinking like I'm needing to break the family for this. Then I'm going to break everyone's heart.

Another thing to Alex is another big thing that I had in the forefront of my mind. And I look back and think like, oh, my gosh, I shouldn't have been thinking like that. But I felt like if I like if I broke the family, I'm thinking like I'm needing to break the family for this. Then I'm going to break everyone's heart.

I'm going to break millions and millions of people who watch us and who see sees us as this. Powerful power couple and I'm gonna break everyone's heart because this isn't real.

I'm going to break millions and millions of people who watch us and who see sees us as this. Powerful power couple and I'm gonna break everyone's heart because this isn't real.

I'm going to break millions and millions of people who watch us and who see sees us as this. Powerful power couple and I'm gonna break everyone's heart because this isn't real.

This isn't true This isn't what people think it is anymore and I also didn't want people to bash him because I'm like As much as he hurt me as much as I feel like I got stabbed in the back Like I can handle that but like can you handle the scrutiny and the all this it's like and clearly not because not my book didn't come out yet and he you know, but

This isn't true This isn't what people think it is anymore and I also didn't want people to bash him because I'm like As much as he hurt me as much as I feel like I got stabbed in the back Like I can handle that but like can you handle the scrutiny and the all this it's like and clearly not because not my book didn't come out yet and he you know, but

This isn't true This isn't what people think it is anymore and I also didn't want people to bash him because I'm like As much as he hurt me as much as I feel like I got stabbed in the back Like I can handle that but like can you handle the scrutiny and the all this it's like and clearly not because not my book didn't come out yet and he you know, but

For a long time, that was a huge part of why I didn't want to speak up because I don't want the father of my children to get this public humiliation. But then over the years, I thought, well, he already got it. I need to do what's best for me. I can't keep living in a lie. I can't not address the big elephant in the room.

For a long time, that was a huge part of why I didn't want to speak up because I don't want the father of my children to get this public humiliation. But then over the years, I thought, well, he already got it. I need to do what's best for me. I can't keep living in a lie. I can't not address the big elephant in the room.

For a long time, that was a huge part of why I didn't want to speak up because I don't want the father of my children to get this public humiliation. But then over the years, I thought, well, he already got it. I need to do what's best for me. I can't keep living in a lie. I can't not address the big elephant in the room.

There was a conversation that we had right before he had this big boxing match. He was the...

There was a conversation that we had right before he had this big boxing match. He was the...

There was a conversation that we had right before he had this big boxing match. He was the...

the uh it was like it was like our vet and then he was like the main person on the card and the night before i felt i felt like something was about to happen i don't know it was like this like intuition feeling like in my gut i'm like i don't know something feels really strange about tomorrow like the fight was going to be the next day and i we were in the living room and you know the lights were down the kids were sleeping and i said i'm not happy and he's like