Chani Nicholas

I don't want to be a good person inside of a horrible system. I want the system to change so that we all have the ability to get educated, to have healthcare, to thrive, to have food, to just have the basics so that we can remember who we are and why we're here, which I think is to love and help each other. But we can't get there because there's so many things that are constantly changing

bringing us into chaos and crisis. So I want to be invested in not needing to do this work eventually. I want to solve the problem and I want to talk about how we solve the problem.

bringing us into chaos and crisis. So I want to be invested in not needing to do this work eventually. I want to solve the problem and I want to talk about how we solve the problem.

bringing us into chaos and crisis. So I want to be invested in not needing to do this work eventually. I want to solve the problem and I want to talk about how we solve the problem.

I mean, yeah, we need a balance of both.

I mean, yeah, we need a balance of both.

I mean, yeah, we need a balance of both.

But like, God help me if I'm talking to a bunch of people that have an incredible amount of privilege and I'm not at least like a hot poker. Yes. Being like, okay, let's use the privilege. What else is the point of life? Like to say, oh, I have this, let me help. Yeah.

But like, God help me if I'm talking to a bunch of people that have an incredible amount of privilege and I'm not at least like a hot poker. Yes. Being like, okay, let's use the privilege. What else is the point of life? Like to say, oh, I have this, let me help. Yeah.

But like, God help me if I'm talking to a bunch of people that have an incredible amount of privilege and I'm not at least like a hot poker. Yes. Being like, okay, let's use the privilege. What else is the point of life? Like to say, oh, I have this, let me help. Yeah.

I appear to blame everyone for everything. Oh, yeah. Oh, that hurts.

I appear to blame everyone for everything. Oh, yeah. Oh, that hurts.

I appear to blame everyone for everything. Oh, yeah. Oh, that hurts.

Everyone's trying to ruin my life. And it's everybody else's fault. Is that wrong? Is that incorrect? No. It's pretty solid. I'm not going to get anywhere that I like.

Everyone's trying to ruin my life. And it's everybody else's fault. Is that wrong? Is that incorrect? No. It's pretty solid. I'm not going to get anywhere that I like.

Everyone's trying to ruin my life. And it's everybody else's fault. Is that wrong? Is that incorrect? No. It's pretty solid. I'm not going to get anywhere that I like.

I can be right or I could be, you know, like Eddie's a little bit.

I can be right or I could be, you know, like Eddie's a little bit.

I can be right or I could be, you know, like Eddie's a little bit.

Like what do you do to get regulated again from that? I mean, my God, isn't that the crux of every therapy, healing, good talk session? The way to get there is to recognize the disturbance internally and to then outwork on this until the day I die and probably –