Chappell Roan

And we, we dated for eight months and then I found the messages and then that was like it.

But like there was never really anything bad about our relationship.

There's so much like,

We have so much love for each other.

And even... I've spoken to him twice since I found the messages in the first one.

He was like, I'm checking myself into therapy.

I really need help.

Like, this is really bad that I'm just living like this.

And now I know I have a problem because I've hurt you and I, like, hurt the people that I love.

And...

I didn't even know I had a problem.

But now that I'm speaking about it, I know that like there's a plan and like a path forward for me to get through all this shit.

I'm I'm kind of at a point where I really am just going back and forth.

OK, well, he's like my person and we love each other so much and we have so much fun together and I can't see myself really with anyone else.

And it's been about two months since all since like the initial breakup.

So it's only been two months.

Eight months.

So I'm kind of at a point where I kind of am feeling like I don't know what to do, whether it's to see if like maybe the therapy can help him.

And like, you know, he's never addressed these issues before, but it's like some dark, heavy shit.

Like it's dark stuff.