Chappell Roan

of where you are now will give you a lot more clarity in the next six to 12 months because then my my fear with that is that i'm going to like get out there and try to go on dates or something and it's just like not going to be him like i'm not going to be there you go well again i said like that will give you i'm not going to be laughing so hard i'm crying

And then it's going to be like, oh, but I miss him.

But then do you think I'm just going to be like settling because I'm like, oh, well, I tried all these other people.

Now let me just go back to the one that I'm comfy with.

Because I'm not having fun with these other ones.

Definitely.

Yeah.

Do you think that looks like more like us?

Not like you said, like not speaking at all or me reaching out to him and saying like, I'm cause the way that we left things is kind of like you, the way that we like left things is kind of like, don't like, he kind of doesn't have the right to reach out to me.

But I have, like, the right to reach out to him, and that's kind of how we left things.

Like, if I feel the need or the want to talk to him, call him, text him, whatever it is, go see him.

Yeah, like a little performative.

I think I need to mentally like break up with him because I'm struggling to where I'm, I keep telling myself, okay, I need to move on.

I need to move on.

But then there's that little thing in the back of my mind that says, well, I just have to wait a year and then it'll be fine.

And so I need to I think I need to tell myself, I don't know if you have any advice for that kind of situation, because I can like see like maybe a light in a year from now.

And I feel like I just have my eyes on that instead of like moving on in the present moment.

I've also been just going back and forth in my head on whether I should stick it out, wait, or just be fully done, block them on everything and just like never look back.

And I think I need to like commit myself to one path forward so that I'm not like playing this back and forth all the time.

there's one more like little piece of the puzzle.