Charlie Puth

That didn't make me happy.

I can have this group of friends that

I would have never imagined asking me to hang out.

They're asking me to hang out now.

They're going to make me happy.

They're going to be entertaining.

They wanted something.

I just, I didn't know myself.

I was trying different things.

And I think it was my 30th birthday where I knew about 5% of the people that showed up and everybody else was just

friend of a friend of a friend of a friend and there for the wrong reasons.

And I remember being like crying at my 30th birthday party and like something, something isn't right here.

I think, I think that's where that started.

There wasn't a specific incident.

It was just, I don't know, just growing up and turning 30 and realizing that I really didn't have anyone that close to me.

It was just a bunch of filler and,

I guess I'm not always going to get it right, but I feel like I have a really strong idea of I can just smell it now.

I've just been doing this too long and

But again, even when I was 24, I knew too, like, oh, this is like a, this thing or this person or what have you doesn't have my best interest at heart.

But I'm just going to ignore it because it's kind of fun.