Charlotte Seaman

But yeah, it was him.

I got onto Heroin.

Yeah, I mean, as soon as I'd done Snowballs, Snowballs was...

Fucking hell, I snowballed for 13 years straight in my groin.

I nearly lost my leg twice.

Yeah, snowballs for me was a whole different level of addiction.

Yeah, it's like you get the high, the massive high,

But you're not, it's like you're getting a warm... Like a warm cuddle, isn't it?

Yeah, at the same time, yeah.

I mean, it was a bit of both.

So I went everywhere, my arms, feet, legs, neck, neck.

And my mum kept seeing the bruises on my arms.

And then I happened to go out with someone that was injected in their groin.

And then once I went in my groin, I never went back because your arms are really small veins.

Your groin is the biggest vein in your body.

It's like the size of your thumb.

So, yeah, it was easier to get it.

I mean, my granddad did hang himself the day before my fourth birthday.

So now that I've done a little bit of work around it, obviously that's meant to be a happy time in the family, but obviously it's not because my granddad's hung himself.

I didn't know that as a kid.