Charlotte Seaman

I knew that there was stuff going on, yeah, when I was a kid, yeah.

But I never looked at that as anything, you know, there was never any trauma there around that.

My dad was, you know, been there for me for everything, my dad.

I always meant to my dad for everything.

So, yeah, I don't know.

I wouldn't say that I looked at it as like, oh, my God, my dad's doing drugs.

I suppose it's just normal, isn't it?

Yeah.

I was in a kitchen with a group of people that was older than me and, yeah, I had a pipe and...

Yeah, that moment, it all sort of changed, really.

I wouldn't say, but I suppose I was hooked straight away, really, because as soon as I'd done it,

I wanted it again and again and again.

And, you know, even the people that I mixed with, there was, like, two or three people that were sort of my age as well or maybe, like, two years older.

They were closer to my age than the older lot.

But I just seemed to have that, like, hunger for it.

Yeah.

I think definitely, you know, now me as a mum...

looking at my kids and the way things are nowadays, you know, being 13 years old and hanging about with men that are 19, 20 is not fucking right.

No.

I fucking loved it.