Chase Hughes

But this was – I wrote this book because I thought I was going to lose my whole brain and I had to dump everything. Even the super, super confidential stuff, I put everything in the book, everything. And I wanted all of my training to be in one location. And just so my wife could keep selling the book. That was the motivation to write? The motivation to write the book was my brain was dying.

But this was – I wrote this book because I thought I was going to lose my whole brain and I had to dump everything. Even the super, super confidential stuff, I put everything in the book, everything. And I wanted all of my training to be in one location. And just so my wife could keep selling the book. That was the motivation to write? The motivation to write the book was my brain was dying.

But this was – I wrote this book because I thought I was going to lose my whole brain and I had to dump everything. Even the super, super confidential stuff, I put everything in the book, everything. And I wanted all of my training to be in one location. And just so my wife could keep selling the book. That was the motivation to write? The motivation to write the book was my brain was dying.

And I thought I'm not going to be a good provider. I can't provide for my family anymore. So I thought if I could just write this book that has everything in it, then we'll be okay. The kids can survive. We can still feed, put food on the table and all that. Even if I'm in a wheelchair or something. Right. So that's the only reason that book exists. Wow.

And I thought I'm not going to be a good provider. I can't provide for my family anymore. So I thought if I could just write this book that has everything in it, then we'll be okay. The kids can survive. We can still feed, put food on the table and all that. Even if I'm in a wheelchair or something. Right. So that's the only reason that book exists. Wow.

And I thought I'm not going to be a good provider. I can't provide for my family anymore. So I thought if I could just write this book that has everything in it, then we'll be okay. The kids can survive. We can still feed, put food on the table and all that. Even if I'm in a wheelchair or something. Right. So that's the only reason that book exists. Wow.

But coming back to Elrond, I know how that feels. If he had temporal lobe epilepsy, I know how that feels. And that may explain a lot of those little internal components of what make up Scientology. Interesting.

But coming back to Elrond, I know how that feels. If he had temporal lobe epilepsy, I know how that feels. And that may explain a lot of those little internal components of what make up Scientology. Interesting.

But coming back to Elrond, I know how that feels. If he had temporal lobe epilepsy, I know how that feels. And that may explain a lot of those little internal components of what make up Scientology. Interesting.

At the beginning, like the aura moment at the start. When you say aura, what do you mean specifically aura? It's just a feeling when the seizure is about to start. Not like a visual thing. No, but it wasn't memories. The deja vu was, you know how it's uncanny. Yeah. Like everything around is so alien, but familiar. Like I've been here before, but times 5,000, like it's off the charts.

At the beginning, like the aura moment at the start. When you say aura, what do you mean specifically aura? It's just a feeling when the seizure is about to start. Not like a visual thing. No, but it wasn't memories. The deja vu was, you know how it's uncanny. Yeah. Like everything around is so alien, but familiar. Like I've been here before, but times 5,000, like it's off the charts.

At the beginning, like the aura moment at the start. When you say aura, what do you mean specifically aura? It's just a feeling when the seizure is about to start. Not like a visual thing. No, but it wasn't memories. The deja vu was, you know how it's uncanny. Yeah. Like everything around is so alien, but familiar. Like I've been here before, but times 5,000, like it's off the charts.

And then after that, that's when the memories come in. It's not your own memories. It's something else. And it's like months to maybe years of memories that happen in like 60 seconds. And I've had times right before I got married. I'm going to get emotional talking about it. Right before I got married, I had maybe one of the worst. And it was maybe two and a half minutes, three minutes long.

And then after that, that's when the memories come in. It's not your own memories. It's something else. And it's like months to maybe years of memories that happen in like 60 seconds. And I've had times right before I got married. I'm going to get emotional talking about it. Right before I got married, I had maybe one of the worst. And it was maybe two and a half minutes, three minutes long.

And then after that, that's when the memories come in. It's not your own memories. It's something else. And it's like months to maybe years of memories that happen in like 60 seconds. And I've had times right before I got married. I'm going to get emotional talking about it. Right before I got married, I had maybe one of the worst. And it was maybe two and a half minutes, three minutes long.

And you lose about a million neurons a second in a seizure. It's bad. So I was thinking, like, I'm fucked, you know? So I was in my office and I was hunched over the desk and I had been in a seizure so long there was just a pool of saliva beside my desk and I was trying to scream. It's like inside the seizure, it's like all those memories flooding and having sleep paralysis at the same time.

And you lose about a million neurons a second in a seizure. It's bad. So I was thinking, like, I'm fucked, you know? So I was in my office and I was hunched over the desk and I had been in a seizure so long there was just a pool of saliva beside my desk and I was trying to scream. It's like inside the seizure, it's like all those memories flooding and having sleep paralysis at the same time.

And you lose about a million neurons a second in a seizure. It's bad. So I was thinking, like, I'm fucked, you know? So I was in my office and I was hunched over the desk and I had been in a seizure so long there was just a pool of saliva beside my desk and I was trying to scream. It's like inside the seizure, it's like all those memories flooding and having sleep paralysis at the same time.

Man, it's terrifying. It's not like DMT at all. But what I'm saying, the corollary is like you go somewhere else completely. You're gone. It's so... it's terrifying.

Man, it's terrifying. It's not like DMT at all. But what I'm saying, the corollary is like you go somewhere else completely. You're gone. It's so... it's terrifying.