Chris Cella

Like I own everything that I did and all the terrible things that I did. It's not. But I think that the chaos that I had that I, you know.

Like I own everything that I did and all the terrible things that I did. It's not. But I think that the chaos that I had that I, you know.

Like I own everything that I did and all the terrible things that I did. It's not. But I think that the chaos that I had that I, you know.

Basically, I didn't have the necessary things like structure and discipline that I think are so important for everyone, but especially for people with addictive personalities to have that rigid kind of, I'm going to wake up, I'm going to make my bed, I'm going to do this, I'm going to do that. And so, like, my parents, I was never sure. I knew my parents loved me. Like, my parents, they...

Basically, I didn't have the necessary things like structure and discipline that I think are so important for everyone, but especially for people with addictive personalities to have that rigid kind of, I'm going to wake up, I'm going to make my bed, I'm going to do this, I'm going to do that. And so, like, my parents, I was never sure. I knew my parents loved me. Like, my parents, they...

Basically, I didn't have the necessary things like structure and discipline that I think are so important for everyone, but especially for people with addictive personalities to have that rigid kind of, I'm going to wake up, I'm going to make my bed, I'm going to do this, I'm going to do that. And so, like, my parents, I was never sure. I knew my parents loved me. Like, my parents, they...

I was never short on that, but they were so busy trying to deal with my sister and their own issue. My father, he's been off. He stopped drinking. He just cold turkey stopped drinking for – it's been 25 years now.

I was never short on that, but they were so busy trying to deal with my sister and their own issue. My father, he's been off. He stopped drinking. He just cold turkey stopped drinking for – it's been 25 years now.

I was never short on that, but they were so busy trying to deal with my sister and their own issue. My father, he's been off. He stopped drinking. He just cold turkey stopped drinking for – it's been 25 years now.

Yeah. Yeah. And, you know, he never went to AA or anything like that. And so, again, it's, you know, addiction or, you know, treatment can be as simple as, you know, going to therapy. It doesn't have to include, you know, rehab and all these different things. But, yeah.

Yeah. Yeah. And, you know, he never went to AA or anything like that. And so, again, it's, you know, addiction or, you know, treatment can be as simple as, you know, going to therapy. It doesn't have to include, you know, rehab and all these different things. But, yeah.

Yeah. Yeah. And, you know, he never went to AA or anything like that. And so, again, it's, you know, addiction or, you know, treatment can be as simple as, you know, going to therapy. It doesn't have to include, you know, rehab and all these different things. But, yeah.

uh so yeah my so my sister your mom uh she so she um eventually switched over to suboxone from fentanyl and then she weaned herself off of that so now she's yeah totally and suboxone is a miracle drug i mean compared to like the alternative which is um methadone which is so so addictive it gets into your bone marrow i mean the the withdrawals from that um

uh so yeah my so my sister your mom uh she so she um eventually switched over to suboxone from fentanyl and then she weaned herself off of that so now she's yeah totally and suboxone is a miracle drug i mean compared to like the alternative which is um methadone which is so so addictive it gets into your bone marrow i mean the the withdrawals from that um

uh so yeah my so my sister your mom uh she so she um eventually switched over to suboxone from fentanyl and then she weaned herself off of that so now she's yeah totally and suboxone is a miracle drug i mean compared to like the alternative which is um methadone which is so so addictive it gets into your bone marrow i mean the the withdrawals from that um

i've heard are much worse than you know your average opiate or even heroin um just because it's it's more drawn out and yeah terrible what a nightmare um so she got better yes and your dad got better but you grew up in an environment where there was a lot of this going on yeah and um

i've heard are much worse than you know your average opiate or even heroin um just because it's it's more drawn out and yeah terrible what a nightmare um so she got better yes and your dad got better but you grew up in an environment where there was a lot of this going on yeah and um

i've heard are much worse than you know your average opiate or even heroin um just because it's it's more drawn out and yeah terrible what a nightmare um so she got better yes and your dad got better but you grew up in an environment where there was a lot of this going on yeah and um

So yeah, and lacking that structure, it made me, you know, I think it led to a sense of low self-esteem and the constant need for the approval of others. Like I look back now and I'm like, you know, why the fuck do I, did I care so much about what other people thought?

So yeah, and lacking that structure, it made me, you know, I think it led to a sense of low self-esteem and the constant need for the approval of others. Like I look back now and I'm like, you know, why the fuck do I, did I care so much about what other people thought?