Chris Cella
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267 appearances
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first heard May 2025
last heard May 2025
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Yeah, going to class, you know, leaving early, stuff like that, you know, ditching, you know, like fifth period, fourth period to go hang out.
Every day.
So wake up. So I wasn't shooting it up yet. I was smoking it at first. How did you smoke it? So in California, heroin is mostly black tar heroin. From Asia, correct? Yeah.
Okay. Um, but, uh, yeah, it's like this like little black, yeah, like square. And so you put it on a piece of tinfoil, you put a lighter underneath it and you get a straw and it makes like, it goes, it'll like trail down the tinfoil and you're, and the smoke's coming up and you suck it through the straw with the lighter. And, uh,
yeah that was the what's the highlight from it uh i mean just total euphoria again you feel like you're on you're on top of the world you can it doesn't matter if you're literally your life is falling down around you you don't care it's like you're fine everything is fine everything is great wow yeah so again then it's the insanity how long does it last Um, I was just smoking it.
And again, it all depends on like your tolerance level and things like that and things like that. But I would say like, you know, probably three, four hours, five hours.
So I would do it before school, you know, at home. In your bedroom? Yeah. Yeah. And your parents had no idea. Or in my shower. Yeah. And yeah, no, they didn't. Yeah, they didn't. So when my friend got out of the coma, they started to kind of try to keep a closer eye on me. But I was still, you know, I was incredibly deceptive and very manipulative. Of course.
Very manipulative and deceptive with my parents, making them think that, oh, these kids are great. No, they're actually the good kids. Uh, um, and God, when I think about like the torment that I put my parents through, it is just.
Uh, so I was, um, I had, I had, I still had that job at the, um, uh, golf or selling golf clubs. And, um, and then I, you know, I would occasionally take money from my parents, um, whatever i needed to do um and things i'm you know not proud of i bet uh but yeah that's the nature of the disease is you will do anything to get that get that next fix yes um and uh
So, from smoking, it quickly deteriorated to shooting up because, you know, I'd say within like a month of smoking it, I started shooting up because, you know, a couple of my buddies started doing it and they're like, oh my gosh, dude, you only have to use like one-fifth of the amount and you get like a high that's like ten times better. I'm like, oh, great, save money. Yeah.
And, yeah, I remember the first time, like, I remember the first time my buddy and I did it, we looked it up, how to inject, you know, great Google search, how to inject heroin into your body. You Google searched it? Yeah. And, like, they have, like, images of, like, because you're supposed to go, like, diagonally, like, with the, you know, like, just go straight down. Right.
Because you want to go into the vein. Yes. And then you basically draw back the syringe. And once you see blood, because you know that it's in the vein, then you inject it. Right. if you miss, it's really painful. Uh, you basically, what happens is like you don't, and you don't get that immediate euphoric rush that you, that comes with shooting up.
That's, that doesn't come with smoke, like smoking it. Yes, you get euphoria, but shooting up, it's like that it's instantaneous and it's, it hits so much harder. It's like crack versus cocaine. Yeah. Um, And, yeah, it was just a very— Can I just ask you for perspective? Yeah, yeah, yeah.
I would say less than a year, probably about, like, nine months. Damn. Damn.
Yeah. Progressive illness.
It was at my buddy's house in Laguna Hills, in that neighborhood that I mentioned, Nellie Gill.
Yeah, exactly. And so, yeah, we were in his room and I did it. And yeah, again, it's that just this overwhelming sense of euphoria and joy. Yeah, everything is wonderful, even if your life sucks. And again, I understand why a lot of homeless people do drugs. It's because their life is literally just in shambles.
Yeah, so what's the point? Yeah, exactly. Why not just live in almost like a metaverse? Yes, exactly. Nicely put. Thank you. So... Yeah, so I went to, like, probably, I would say, not exaggerating, over 10 rehab centers in California.
Oh, yeah, so— I was – so I was shooting up on a daily basis and I actually started going to a continuation school because I was just – I stopped going to class. My grades were too low and I basically got kicked out of school. And so I was at a continuation school. So you wind up in... Yeah, the place I would ridicule and mock. And then now I'm one of them. Was your junkie friend still there?
No, because he was like... much older. Yeah. Or like, yeah, he was a, yeah, he was a senior when I, like I was a sophomore and he, and he barely attended, like I saw him a few times on campus, but he barely went to school even when he was at continuation school. So yeah. And yeah, we really didn't associate with that guy other than just a
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