Chris Fettes

So I didn't realize until I became really out of the SEAL teams that I received all of that, even if it seemed like I wasn't listening. Because I was a little shit. I was a rebellious little shit. But I'm so grateful because it all went in there. Yeah, man, that's...

So I didn't realize until I became really out of the SEAL teams that I received all of that, even if it seemed like I wasn't listening. Because I was a little shit. I was a rebellious little shit. But I'm so grateful because it all went in there. Yeah, man, that's...

So I didn't realize until I became really out of the SEAL teams that I received all of that, even if it seemed like I wasn't listening. Because I was a little shit. I was a rebellious little shit. But I'm so grateful because it all went in there. Yeah, man, that's...

It's hard to do, especially when they're pushing back on it all, when it doesn't seem like they're getting it. It can definitely be a challenge.

It's hard to do, especially when they're pushing back on it all, when it doesn't seem like they're getting it. It can definitely be a challenge.

It's hard to do, especially when they're pushing back on it all, when it doesn't seem like they're getting it. It can definitely be a challenge.

Yeah, my biological sister. Courtney, she was an amazing person and one of the most kind souls. And, you know, one memory I have is my mother being pregnant with her. So I must have been, you know, we're only a couple years apart. So two, three years old.

Yeah, my biological sister. Courtney, she was an amazing person and one of the most kind souls. And, you know, one memory I have is my mother being pregnant with her. So I must have been, you know, we're only a couple years apart. So two, three years old.

Yeah, my biological sister. Courtney, she was an amazing person and one of the most kind souls. And, you know, one memory I have is my mother being pregnant with her. So I must have been, you know, we're only a couple years apart. So two, three years old.

I remember something about her getting hurt while she was pregnant with her and then asking, I asked my mother these questions later in childhood. She told me, you started to ask these questions, you know, because I didn't know my stepfather was not my father for a while until you get to seven, eight, whatever age, maybe before that, and you start to go, hey, you know.

I remember something about her getting hurt while she was pregnant with her and then asking, I asked my mother these questions later in childhood. She told me, you started to ask these questions, you know, because I didn't know my stepfather was not my father for a while until you get to seven, eight, whatever age, maybe before that, and you start to go, hey, you know.

I remember something about her getting hurt while she was pregnant with her and then asking, I asked my mother these questions later in childhood. She told me, you started to ask these questions, you know, because I didn't know my stepfather was not my father for a while until you get to seven, eight, whatever age, maybe before that, and you start to go, hey, you know.

Is that, you know, you start asking questions because I remember somebody else, you know? But yeah, he, my real father kicked her down the stairs one day in an argument while she was pregnant with my sister. And she fell down a flight, like went down a flight of stairs in front of the apartment. And so, and I think about my mother. Like if I could just go back as myself now to that,

Is that, you know, you start asking questions because I remember somebody else, you know? But yeah, he, my real father kicked her down the stairs one day in an argument while she was pregnant with my sister. And she fell down a flight, like went down a flight of stairs in front of the apartment. And so, and I think about my mother. Like if I could just go back as myself now to that,

Is that, you know, you start asking questions because I remember somebody else, you know? But yeah, he, my real father kicked her down the stairs one day in an argument while she was pregnant with my sister. And she fell down a flight, like went down a flight of stairs in front of the apartment. And so, and I think about my mother. Like if I could just go back as myself now to that,

And fucking, you know, my future self, just go grab that motherfucker, you know? Because what happens when we, trauma turns us into something that we aren't really, any of us ever are to start with when we're children. Now you go so far, you still can always come back. It's never too late, in my opinion.

And fucking, you know, my future self, just go grab that motherfucker, you know? Because what happens when we, trauma turns us into something that we aren't really, any of us ever are to start with when we're children. Now you go so far, you still can always come back. It's never too late, in my opinion.

And fucking, you know, my future self, just go grab that motherfucker, you know? Because what happens when we, trauma turns us into something that we aren't really, any of us ever are to start with when we're children. Now you go so far, you still can always come back. It's never too late, in my opinion.

It doesn't matter how far it goes, the deepest, darkest serial killers, pedophiles, all these fucking people going on can still make a choice. But in this life, you still, whatever boundaries and lines you cross, you still have to live with and deal with the consequences of what you did, right? And I didn't feel like he ever got to do that, you know.

It doesn't matter how far it goes, the deepest, darkest serial killers, pedophiles, all these fucking people going on can still make a choice. But in this life, you still, whatever boundaries and lines you cross, you still have to live with and deal with the consequences of what you did, right? And I didn't feel like he ever got to do that, you know.