Chris Fettes

from my imagination of just any somebody important your ego yeah absolutely 100 ego yeah absolutely okay yeah and you know maybe some of my authentic self that i just didn't understand yet then too because i was lacking that right i didn't understand that at the time i just knew for some reason i know i'm not going to quit i don't know how i know i just know

I didn't read into what was coming up each day. I didn't know. I wanted to, I prefer just minimizing the anxiety about some hard thing I have to do even now today, you know, and just do as much preparation as I can for it. Right. But not

I didn't read into what was coming up each day. I didn't know. I wanted to, I prefer just minimizing the anxiety about some hard thing I have to do even now today, you know, and just do as much preparation as I can for it. Right. But not

I didn't read into what was coming up each day. I didn't know. I wanted to, I prefer just minimizing the anxiety about some hard thing I have to do even now today, you know, and just do as much preparation as I can for it. Right. But not

anticipated so much like man that 50 meter underwater swims coming up in five weeks now i got five weeks of stress and anxiety to think about right i know it's some time coming so i'm just gonna just gonna practice it when we're supposed to be right so that's kind of how i operated in buds and it did me pretty pretty well you know like all those hard things they're scary you know standing with your back to the pool

anticipated so much like man that 50 meter underwater swims coming up in five weeks now i got five weeks of stress and anxiety to think about right i know it's some time coming so i'm just gonna just gonna practice it when we're supposed to be right so that's kind of how i operated in buds and it did me pretty pretty well you know like all those hard things they're scary you know standing with your back to the pool

anticipated so much like man that 50 meter underwater swims coming up in five weeks now i got five weeks of stress and anxiety to think about right i know it's some time coming so i'm just gonna just gonna practice it when we're supposed to be right so that's kind of how i operated in buds and it did me pretty pretty well you know like all those hard things they're scary you know standing with your back to the pool

hearing guys going, getting yelled at to get in, get in, do that underwater flip and just start cruising across, hoping you get, you know, you get to the, back to the side. The 50 meter? Yeah, that was one of the scarier ones, right? Did you know any of the evolutions that, I mean, before you went in?

hearing guys going, getting yelled at to get in, get in, do that underwater flip and just start cruising across, hoping you get, you know, you get to the, back to the side. The 50 meter? Yeah, that was one of the scarier ones, right? Did you know any of the evolutions that, I mean, before you went in?

hearing guys going, getting yelled at to get in, get in, do that underwater flip and just start cruising across, hoping you get, you know, you get to the, back to the side. The 50 meter? Yeah, that was one of the scarier ones, right? Did you know any of the evolutions that, I mean, before you went in?

Yeah, because as we started to go through our in-docs and, you know, preparing for first phase, guys are talking, so. What were you worried about?

Yeah, because as we started to go through our in-docs and, you know, preparing for first phase, guys are talking, so. What were you worried about?

Yeah, because as we started to go through our in-docs and, you know, preparing for first phase, guys are talking, so. What were you worried about?

Yeah, yeah.

Yeah, yeah.

Yeah, yeah.

Yeah, I read that, but I wasn't going back to it each day. Gotcha. I just didn't have anything. So... Yeah, I just remember going through it. I had to stay in the barracks for the first two or three weeks before first phase actually started. And they move you into the main side to where the Budd students live. And it was all surrounded by the guys who quit. So they're all going out every night.

Yeah, I read that, but I wasn't going back to it each day. Gotcha. I just didn't have anything. So... Yeah, I just remember going through it. I had to stay in the barracks for the first two or three weeks before first phase actually started. And they move you into the main side to where the Budd students live. And it was all surrounded by the guys who quit. So they're all going out every night.

Yeah, I read that, but I wasn't going back to it each day. Gotcha. I just didn't have anything. So... Yeah, I just remember going through it. I had to stay in the barracks for the first two or three weeks before first phase actually started. And they move you into the main side to where the Budd students live. And it was all surrounded by the guys who quit. So they're all going out every night.

They're all talking about it. And they're playing that whole game of like, hey, welcome to the barracks, new guy. And you're like, but these guys all quit. You know, what are they making me scared and nervous about this? The shit they quit, they quit for. So that actually fueled me a little bit. It's like, that's how I knew I was coming, you know? And I was like, well, I'm just not going to quit.