Chris Fettes

Oh, when I threw it in his face, I think that it was super anger. It was very, those were bad fights, you know, like trying his best not to get physical with me. really anger you know and understandably because he was trying his best and here I am entitled to it going like if he wasn't there who knows what the fuck would happen to me you know where I'd be yeah

Oh, when I threw it in his face, I think that it was super anger. It was very, those were bad fights, you know, like trying his best not to get physical with me. really anger you know and understandably because he was trying his best and here I am entitled to it going like if he wasn't there who knows what the fuck would happen to me you know where I'd be yeah

Oh, when I threw it in his face, I think that it was super anger. It was very, those were bad fights, you know, like trying his best not to get physical with me. really anger you know and understandably because he was trying his best and here I am entitled to it going like if he wasn't there who knows what the fuck would happen to me you know where I'd be yeah

Um, they say addictive personalities, but I don't think there's addictive personalities. I think it's based on your environment and what, what you, the amount or like the, the level of bullshit you have to cope with so that it becomes your default. Um, it becomes your default in the future for when you have problems or stress and you go to an addiction.

Um, they say addictive personalities, but I don't think there's addictive personalities. I think it's based on your environment and what, what you, the amount or like the, the level of bullshit you have to cope with so that it becomes your default. Um, it becomes your default in the future for when you have problems or stress and you go to an addiction.

Um, they say addictive personalities, but I don't think there's addictive personalities. I think it's based on your environment and what, what you, the amount or like the, the level of bullshit you have to cope with so that it becomes your default. Um, it becomes your default in the future for when you have problems or stress and you go to an addiction.

Going to Bud's. Yep, I went to the recruiter. You know, those guys, I don't know if they ever take anybody seriously, but for sure it was... rough going through there, you know, hey, trying to convince me otherwise. But so I took a, you know, back then it was like you, if you make it through Bud's, you get $2,000. So, you know, and I was broke.

Going to Bud's. Yep, I went to the recruiter. You know, those guys, I don't know if they ever take anybody seriously, but for sure it was... rough going through there, you know, hey, trying to convince me otherwise. But so I took a, you know, back then it was like you, if you make it through Bud's, you get $2,000. So, you know, and I was broke.

Going to Bud's. Yep, I went to the recruiter. You know, those guys, I don't know if they ever take anybody seriously, but for sure it was... rough going through there, you know, hey, trying to convince me otherwise. But so I took a, you know, back then it was like you, if you make it through Bud's, you get $2,000. So, you know, and I was broke.

Then I would have had $4,000 in my bank account because I did. Because after I finished, there was a guy who got orders to the East Coast that really wanted to be with his brother on the West Coast, and he traded me. And I was like, is it worth $2,000? And he was like, yeah. And yeah, we swapped orders. Nice. Yeah. So yeah, I went to boot camp in Virginia Beach.

Then I would have had $4,000 in my bank account because I did. Because after I finished, there was a guy who got orders to the East Coast that really wanted to be with his brother on the West Coast, and he traded me. And I was like, is it worth $2,000? And he was like, yeah. And yeah, we swapped orders. Nice. Yeah. So yeah, I went to boot camp in Virginia Beach.

Then I would have had $4,000 in my bank account because I did. Because after I finished, there was a guy who got orders to the East Coast that really wanted to be with his brother on the West Coast, and he traded me. And I was like, is it worth $2,000? And he was like, yeah. And yeah, we swapped orders. Nice. Yeah. So yeah, I went to boot camp in Virginia Beach.

So the other side of the base from Dev Group. And did some training. We were waking up early in the morning, doing some of that training, you know, with the guys that were going to go to the program. Then I get over to Bud's, I check in, and it's just game time from there. So my mental state really was just, I knew I wasn't going to quit anything because I needed that.

So the other side of the base from Dev Group. And did some training. We were waking up early in the morning, doing some of that training, you know, with the guys that were going to go to the program. Then I get over to Bud's, I check in, and it's just game time from there. So my mental state really was just, I knew I wasn't going to quit anything because I needed that.

So the other side of the base from Dev Group. And did some training. We were waking up early in the morning, doing some of that training, you know, with the guys that were going to go to the program. Then I get over to Bud's, I check in, and it's just game time from there. So my mental state really was just, I knew I wasn't going to quit anything because I needed that.

I needed that acceptance and that validation so bad that I would, you know, die for it, right? So that's strong.

I needed that acceptance and that validation so bad that I would, you know, die for it, right? So that's strong.

I needed that acceptance and that validation so bad that I would, you know, die for it, right? So that's strong.

from my imagination of just any somebody important your ego yeah absolutely 100 ego yeah absolutely okay yeah and you know maybe some of my authentic self that i just didn't understand yet then too because i was lacking that right i didn't understand that at the time i just knew for some reason i know i'm not going to quit i don't know how i know i just know

from my imagination of just any somebody important your ego yeah absolutely 100 ego yeah absolutely okay yeah and you know maybe some of my authentic self that i just didn't understand yet then too because i was lacking that right i didn't understand that at the time i just knew for some reason i know i'm not going to quit i don't know how i know i just know